Have I done wrong?
Am I not a good enough person?
Why so many trials?
Why so many obstacles?
When will it end?
I think I'm making progress then get knocked back down
Do you not see me trying?
Every time I think I've hit rock bottom...
You show me it can get worse
Don't say because you know I can handle it
That it's to make me stronger
That's a bunch of bullshit
Do you see something in me that I don't?
Am I really not worthy of a break?
I thought I was a good person; am I not?
Now I'm questioning myself
What have I done to deserve this?