She had never waited too long for someone or something, may be nothing could ignite the lamp of her desires too long.
The number of times you fail is directly related to the increase in the intensity of your desires. Red lines, yes red lines, which she hated to the core as a student because those red lines in the marksheet invited taunts from her parents and compelled her to re-appearing for the paper she didn't like.
Time has taken her on a roller- coaster ride. It is the same girl who used to curse those red lines wishes to be blessed by them.
Every month she buys a pregnancy kit, get herself tested and desires to get those two lines.
It's been five years, it seems the red lines she used to curse then are too disappointed to visit her. She is still waiting, holding onto hopes firmly.