gdotsey@alicecooper God really Love you more that yourself. You don't mean to do that but because of money, riches and fame. The enemy lured you. Above all you mean to useless before men but you're. All this won't satisfy you because you're won't be enough. But in Christ Jesus there is riches in abundance. "seek me(Jesus) first my kingdom and all other things shall be add to you" Amen!! You don't have to sleep with men for riches. Tell me if not riches you want.
And let me tell you this, God still love you even though you're going through that. He is the God of forgiveness. He is willing to accept your mistake and reconcile back to Him. Change, transformation and healings overflow from Him. Never looks back but put Him to test and see. Accept Jesus Christ and I believe your life will never be the same. God bless you!