In promises of further steps
They might leave, said my gut.
Give them the benefit of doubt, my subconscious mind suggested.
A constant battle between my brain and heart. Where do I stand I thought to myself?
I don't know, my spirit assured.
My body was on fire, anguished with uncertainty. Walk away and save your energy.
I repeated to myself; keep working on a forever be.
It's easier said than done.
My soul fought relentlessly.
I love them too much; I was always there endlessly.
I affirmed to myself that this would only strengthen me.
You deserve better, my love.
Yet again, they mattered to me.
I gave it my all in hopes of some clarity.
Little did they appreciate, they considered me a charity.
Pick yourself up, they are only there for popularity. You've given your best but, there are too many dissimilarities.
Where do I go from here?
Hoping for some transparency.
They weren't humane enough while loving me, apparently.
It's time to leave them behind.
I felt some disparity.
I woke up one day,
And I said no more;
Deeply thinking of all that's happened before. Where to from here?
My wellbeing was sore; realizing as I walked out that door.
Suddenly, I found myself to be twenty-four. Stumbling upon a shore with a driven core.
You are here now, so what's next?
This shall be an adventure;
I laid there unperplexed.
In promises of further steps.