I have given portions of my days to dreams.
Devoted many sleeping hours with those.
Every notion I've slept upon has been sewn
into this harsh life I've chose.
I always let my imagination fly where
a possible future of mine could be had.
For all the work I haven't done for
these dancing notions I am glad.
I could see the possibilities of my life
in a much cleaer view.
And honestly, I never thought I'd see the day
where I was better and without you.
That was once a "once upon a time.."
That wss once not even a reality.
If ever a thought crossed my mind
It was of you getting the better of me.
And all along I was too blind to see
That I would never get better with you here with me.
I never wanted that reality..
Just one where you really were in love with me.