The eyes can't hide what the lips can't say.
I was so much wishing she would give me a chance,
At least a time and place,
Where I can be myself and not hide the feelings.
But I wasn't thoughtful of my wishes.
Without a conscious hold of my thoughts,
On the first time alone with her
The first kiss connected the dots.
It felt like she had sugar on her lips.
I could feel her heart racing against mine,
Our nerves spoke so loud, but the sex was quiet.
That moment made me realise age difference meant nothing.
I learnt what my age didn't know;
As we laid in our birth-suit feeling like wild teens.
I don't know what I lost, perhaps my sense of guilt or time.
Nevertheless, from that day on,
The look in her eyes became my bait.
But experience has changed my unconscious thoughts.
I have become witness to a broken sacred body.