Heaven comes to me When I see you smile Like a morning sunshine In my stupid dreams! Never realized How real you were And how close I was To breaking! I left that town You once lived in To ice my bruses And to shelter your pain Within me! The shelves in that old corner Of my mind Are now full of dust, Full of blood stains! I was trapped by the demons of the day And they were asking me to stay I was so stupid to try to ignore your pain And tell myself that you were gonna be okay, Over and over again! And I knew the pain that you were Dealing with Broken and unseen And I knew the smile That was fading in that smoke screen! I know it wasn't my fault But I was so busy crying That I chickened out Instead of even trying! Now I have blood on my hands And it creeps me out Just won't let me sleep And it makes me scream! So I roll it up Into some fancy words Trying to fool myself Trying to fool the world! Am I losing my mind? Am I losing my soul? 'cause it hurts so bad But I just won't let go!
You feel hatred and rage With your whole heart It's buried in your soul! You keep telling the same story, Over and over again To feel a long lost pain! You don't want to fit in You don't want to play This follow up trend game! You don't want to be Who they want you to be You don't want to stay But you stay, anyway! Playing the same old song To make it all fade away! Making a toast for the lost one's You try to reincarnate those souls! People ridicule you again For being so dramatic and insane! You break the last vial of hope You never knew you had! It's a mixed feeling Of being angry and sad! You realise you should have said something But now, the moment has passed! Living in a limbo of dead People pretending to care when you are around And laughing at your back! In one moment they say you are useless In other, "you need help!" Lost somewhere in confusion and hypocrisy You lose patience, you lose your sanity And as the memories from your past starts to linger You smile back at the world with a middle finger
खोया है तू खुदमें यूँ सात समंदर ढूंढे क्यों कहानियों में लिपटा हुआ आसमान तेरा क्या चाँद, क्या सितारा उलझी उलझी सी ये कहानियां तेरी दास्ताँ कोई सुनाती हैं पलकों पर सवार सपने तेरे कहीं दूर उड़ा ले जाते हैं पंख फैला, उड़ता जा चल एक नया नाटक दिखा दुनिया ये ना समझ पाए नासमझ से परिंदे सारे उड़ना ये जो भूल चुके पिंजरे में कैद सारे टूटे तारे टूटकर बिखरा ये जो ख्वाब है समेंटकर एक जहाँ बना फिर जीना सीख फिर उड़ना सीख ये जंज़ीरें तुझे अब रोकेंगी क्या! तू आग है तू ही तूफान तू बात है और तू ही मकान तू रात है तू ही सवेरा उड़ जा पंछी ढूंढने एक नया बसेरा
Letting go of something Holding on to another Looking for a moment of peace With eyes searching for a never ending sea A sea with a perfect sunset And golden sunlight shining like a dream A dream so bright, with power to heal Even the deeply wounded
You visit the beach everyday To feel your feet in the loose sand And the salty breeze on your face To listen to the silent roars of the sea!
And as the strangers pass by You look for a perfect home A home to hold you in it's arms Forever! And to never let go when in pain
You have dreams A new one everyday You live them like they are your life And as the characters of those dreams Keep visiting you time and again They become a long lost family A family from another life Still holding onto you
You love deeply And say you've never been in love You sacrifice things To please others You love your stories And patiently listen To the hush hush chit chats Of the stars and the moon You talk to clouds and birds And end every conversation With a see you soon!
"See you soon!" But you don't really believe that Do you!?
In the moment of absolute silence When you can feel your heart Pounding and holding on to keep you with it Just a little longer Long enough for you to realise That you are worth fighting for, I'll be there for you
Holding your hand Lying by your side Looking at the stars Dreaming about fairies and unicorns But most importantly The life that we had!
Crazy, as one might say With exhilarating ups, crashing downs And of course Several little middle grounds
Getting drunk on nostalgia Shaking hands with the present And smiling at the future With a hope as bright as the Red giant
As our bodies say goodbye To this weird but beautiful world We will be reborn in the stories We once were a part of And the dreams that we shared together!
My hands are cold As I walk through this ocean of fire! With cold breeze gently calming my soul, The orangish golden lining of the clouds in the sky Trying to heal my wounds of ignorance and fear! I hold on to a little dying leaf to save me from drowning It smile at me as I watch people frowning! I sit by the riverside with my feet dipped in the freezing water I feel the gentle flow making my feet float! With a perfect sunset painted all over the sky A little bird on the tree sings for me! Colorful butterflies hovering on the flowers Fireflies burning with a soothing cold shine! I lie down on the dry grass and feel it to be alive I want to cry but all I can is smile! This view is perfect Everything I ever wished for! With the memories of past and some hope for the future Trying to seal my wounds with a virtual suture! I close my eyes listening to the bees To dream about you, me and our piano keys!
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Half awake in this fraction of second You drown yourself in pain and guilt Trying to swim across this ocean Of rusty, fake memories! You hope for the gushing water to stop Wondering why you feel what you feel! You want to label it some fancy disorder To make some sense out of it! Longing to feel like Kintsugi art, Broken but beautiful When broken is all that you really want! Deep deep down! Enwreathed by the lies that you told yourself Doubts of your existence show up to haunt! What if the path you chose was never meant for you? What if you chose a wrong appartment just because of it's view!? With ivy all around this little castle of your hopes Your lofty battlements got covered up with moss! Afraid to let your guard down You become rock solid deep inside Trusting no one, cutting yourself from the world outside! You put yourself behind these invisible bars For the crimes you committed at the midnight hour! With splitting headache and freezing feet Feel, think, process, fail, repeat! You lie down on the cold ground And think about that mysterious letter in lost and found! "Dear stranger, I hope you are happy and not just "fine"! Afterall, the difference between them Is just a line!"
ज़िंदगी की किताब में पन्ने बेहिसाब हैं हर पन्ने पर लिखा एक अलग नाम है! पाखी, इंदू, आयाशा ये तो बस चंद किरदार हैं! पूछे जो तू मुझसे मेरे चेहरे हज़ार हैं! एक कहानी लिखी मैंने एक कहानी तुम लिखना किस्मत के कंधे पर सिर रख थोड़ा सा संभलना किरदारों की यादों से सजी संवरी मैं जंग कभी खुदकी, कभी सितारों की मै जीती, मै हारी चल अब तेरी बारी!
कुछ ख्वाब थे अनदेखे से, बचकाने से किरदारों से मोहब्बत आसान थी! चांद सितारों में उलझी ऐसे मंज़िल शायद थोड़ी बदनाम थी लोगों के लिए तोड़ा, मरौड़ा कितनी ख्वाहिशों को पीछे छोड़ा! कहानी एक अधूरी सी ज़ख्मी पड़ी किसी कोने में थी! बंद आंखों से सपने देखने की आदत जो लगी यादें सारी धुंधलाने लगी! कामयाबी की इस जंग में मै जीती, मै हारी चल अब तेरी बारी!
Love is a mirage in the desert of expectations and disappointments cleverly painted by the greatest writers through the history with perfection. An illusion so perfect that it has fooled even the greatest minds over the centuries!
You paint an endless picture With fantasies from all around the world Losing the actual one! You wait with your whole heart, Patiently for it to come true! Designing your fantasy world You start believing in magic! Tryin' to pull some tricks You lose faith in logics! Hoping for things to change You start creating a vision A vision for life with perfection! Lost in your dreams of yesterday and tomorrow You lose hold of today! Countless colors in your eyes Slowly turns into different shades of grey! Caught in the crossfire of your own thoughts Tryin' to cross this ocean of memories You scratch yourself with rocks Rocks of pain and blunt hope! Searching for a perfect storybook To fit in your own little imperfect story You listen to the wind The wind of your soul! The pain you once fabricated for yourself Starts to fade away! With the fake memories you once created To block that loneliness away! You wait for time to somehow pass quickly For the right one shall come some day! You take it into your own hands to make your hazy future bright As you realise the time will never be just right! You fight with the ones you love For what you truly believe in You hurt everyone around you Denying to accept the reality! For fairies shall sprinkle their magic dust To make you fly far away in the sky Away from the logics and common sense Away from this fake reality! The reality that generations weaved so cleverly To trap and suffocate creative minds! You wake up! For your rebellion was and always will be just a fantasy!
Four years, His face already fading away from thy memories! You hold on to a single picture, And a red tear rolls down your eyes! As the storm of denial passes away, And the rain of realisation hits ur reign! You throw away the phone In anger and pain! To mourn the pale face! The face in that picture! You realise he's never coming back And your fairy world crumbles down to shreds! Denying to understand all those feelings thundering inside, You grab some stars to leave the world behind! Lost in your own maze of confusion Your body decides to shut down, For some peace! You surround yourself with stories, To be in any world, but this! Trying to feel the pain he felt And all those thoughts he had, During his last breath Pain starts taking over your body And your thoughts become numb! You try to hold on to the memories But you realise you have none!
Trapped in a loop Running in circles I look up at the clear sky! Having weird déjà vu! Looking out of the bay window! I find you! I find you, only to lose me! You look back and hold me! In those deep, dark eyes, forever! Forever! Lost, lost, lost! The hidden staircase in this gigantic chateau of my memories Take me to the hyaenas in the jungle! As flamingos were never a part of these entangled dreams! I cloak away my insecurities and fear! Silently watching them prouncing on a deer! Wanting you to come and hold me Maybe even scold me For being so careless Or shall I say carefree! I wake up to reality Forcefully shutting down my virtual world! The moon tide wash away the beach sand I lie there stuck in bardo! As the stains of my rose colored glasses fade away! I soak up the warmth of the Sun Letting that tan burn away all the scars! Staring at the light from the lighthouse I search for you to haunt me for rest of the eternity! I find you! I find you, only to lose me Nd then you disappear, leaving me on my knees!