116 posts
  • tia_writes_ 18w


    Dear Immanuel Rajkumar Junior
    "तुम ना हुए मेरे तो क्या
    में तुम्हारा में तुम्हारा में तुम्हारा रहा
    मेरे चंदा में तुम्हारा सितारा रहा"

    Can we just pretend that you're here, you've not gone anywhere?? Can we just pretend that you were sitting right beside us crying as loudly as we were??
    We lend our hearts to the right persons at the wrong time, isn't it!
    ये प्यार नींद की तरह ही आया और धीरे धीरे से आया और एक दम से हम आप में खो गए।
    You sneaked into our life exactly the way Manny has sneaked into the life of kizzie, looking at her from that mirror and turning around to see her. Everyone says that falling in love is not our choice but staying in love is. So suffer so hard that this life seemed mortal and death seemed immortal. Manny is gone and so are you,but the only difference that Manny and you hold is kizzie and JP got to read their eulogies to Manny but we didn't got the chance to tell you that how you've made us smile with Manny's smile.
    (Continued in comments)


  • tia_writes_ 23w

    All about girls.....

    The first boy who held my hand.
    told me boys don't want to hear about vaginas bleeding . Younger me could smell the misogny vaginas only meant to be fucked breast only meant to be sucked. Mouth only meant to blow
    It's true. I know
    My waist meant to be compared to an hour glass
    My voice only meant to quiver. "Ugh please fast "
    Yet. I am silenced
    For all we boil down to his sexual interactions
    Not just me, my mother, sisters, friends all quicken their pace post 8:30 in the evening. My mom telling me to wear skirts out less often.
    Nirbhaya and more left forgotten
    We don't want to be another of india's daughter.
    Do we? So i wear my jeans long and tops high
    Don't show my cleavage or hint of my thighs . Don't want to be mistaken for wanting it. Cause if i wear less. I am more than just flaunting it. I am risking it. Risking not mt verginity but my life . My hymen should be sacred told to keep it till I'm a wife. If not i'm whore, a slut a skank and more not as pure as i was before . 15 yrs old laxmi didn't like 32 yrs old guddu back and guddu dealt with it real maturely he made her the victim of an acid attack .
    We are girls , women , human not a burden. My male friend to drop me home because his privilege will protect mine. I am sorry dad for i was catcalled in my uniform in the age of 9 . This isn't an all men thing i know. Trust me i do but the men i can trust are only a few. At the age if 12 my bra straps were sexualized. At the same time we don't get damn sexual rights . So what i am trying to say here is
    I am sorry i was brought up in a family where my brother taught me wrong from right where my mother believes in our generation to better the world . Make it slightly easier for each and every girl. Thankyou for i see men suporting women.........


  • tia_writes_ 25w

    You know me.
    You know me not.

    There are nights I can't put myself into bed.
    There are mornings I can't pull myself from the bed.

    There are times when mugs of coffee can't keep me awake.
    There are times when the most comfortable of beds can't lure me into the world of sleep.

    There are days when I want to travel each corner of the world.
    There are days I don't even want to step out of my room.

    There are days when I can finish a whole diary, writing.
    There are days when spilling a word becomes a herculean task.

    There are days I go talking for hours.
    There are days when words seem to choke me.

    There are days when I want to explore every new song that's out there.
    There are days when twenty four hours fall short, listening to the same old song in a loop.

    There are days I love myself.
    There are days I can't get myself to face the mirror.

    And you thought you know me.
    I am a stranger to my own self, let alone the world.


  • tia_writes_ 25w

    Tu bhale bhul janna mujhe
    Par mera dil tuje bhula nah payega
    Tu jaab bhi hoga kissi or ke baho main
    Ek dafa toh khayal tujhe mera jarur ayega


  • tia_writes_ 26w

    Dear Zindagi (2016)

    That's the problem with the ones who can't cry, they suffer in silence.

    Your tears don't make you weak.
    Your inability to shed tears can make you feel the worst.

    Or as Jug said,
    "Tum agar khul ke roo nhi sakogi
    Toh khul kar hass kaise sakogi"

    Crying it out or letting it out takes a lot of courage and not everyone is courageous that way.

    Piling it up within ourselves, is never a solution nor does it promise us a second of solace.

    We all are fighting our own battles.
    We all have our miseries.
    We all are dealing with them, some way or the other.
    But the bravest of us are the ones, who keep the courage to face the reality straight.

    Cry it out or let it out when your heart feels heavy, and don't let the world tell you otherwise.


  • tia_writes_ 27w

    Tum jaab kahoge, Hum taab millenge
    Lakin ek sharth par

    Nah ghari tum phennoge
    Nah waqt hum dekhenge♥️


  • tia_writes_ 27w


    Sunno kahi takra jao kisi dohrahe pe toh murkar maat dekhna...
    Chalo muskura dena thoda ya sir hi hilla dena
    Magr mur kar maat dekhna
    Woh sawal jo dafaan hai humme woh jawab mange usdin kahenge ki ek baar toh baat kar hi le
    Woh alfazz bhi bayaan hone ka rasta talesenge
    Main bhale hi ek baar ko kamjor paar jao
    Magr tum dur se bhi ek nigah bhi mujhpe maat fekna........
    Sunno tum murkar maat dekhna......


  • tia_writes_ 28w

    "Main tujhe firse toh apna bna sakti hun
    Dil main humesha ek swal aata hai
    Ki jo insaan ekbaar chhod sakta hai
    Woh dusri baar bhi toh chhod sakta hai nah"


  • tia_writes_ 28w

    Waqt saab kuch cheen leta hai,

    Khair, meri toh sirf

    Aur raaton ki neend thi........


  • tia_writes_ 29w

    Falling in love is like holding a candle.
    Initially it lightens up the world around you.
    Then it starts melting and hurts you.
    Finally it goes off and
    everything is darker than ever
    And all you are left with is the.........


  • tia_writes_ 29w

    Coming back home from his funeral,
    She oppened the last whatsapp chat
    The heart he sent was
    Still beating........ ❤️❤️


  • tia_writes_ 30w


    Teri batton main jo apna wajood dhund liya tha maine......
    Aaj uski talash fir se ho rahi hai
    Tere janne ka gum utni nhi sata rahi hai
    Jitni tere wapas aane ki umeed........
    Kyuki abb uss umeed ki bhi umeed tut rahi hai
    Tere yaddein bhi aab toh mera naya pata dhund rahi hai
    Aur puch rahi hai akhir iss intezar main tum kya kho rehe ho
    Waqt ko ya khud ko........


  • tia_writes_ 30w

    I miss uh

    Meri zulfein naraz hai ki tu kaha hai
    Meri khusiyaan udas hai ki tu kahan hai
    Aarsha hua chand khila nhi hai mere ashman main
    Tarron ki aawaz hai ki tu kahan hai.....


  • tia_writes_ 30w

    Ajnabi thai ek waqt pe hum dono
    Par aab meri jindagi ka hissa ho tum
    Dosti jabse hui hai meri tum uss pal se
    Jindagi ke sabse haseen kissa ho tum
    Yun toh phele bhi kaii dost thai mere par unn sabse juddaa ho tum lagta hai essa ki maangi hui koi dua ho tum meri jindagi ka sabse hassin kissa ho tum
    Abse haar raha pe mehrma ho tum
    Jo kabhi nah bhule woh dastaan ho tum
    Humari dosti ka hassin kissa ho tum
    Meri jindagi ka aab hissa ho tum❣️

  • tia_writes_ 32w

    The last call

    Akhri call tha woh hamara....... Maine bola aab phone karne ki jarurat nhi nhi koi bhi gile sikhway nhi hai meri agar gile sikhwaye hote toh hum baat kar rehe hote gile sikhway nhi hai isliye toh baat hi nhi hogi... Aksaar humari jindagi main hum esse kayi sari takliffo ko bulate hai jo hum samhal bhi nhi sakte ........ Aacha woh saab baat choro....... Aaj ke baad main tumhe phone nhi karungi or tumse bhi yahi umeed karungi or bharosa karti hun ki tum bhi essa hi karoge ....... Saach kahun toh essa kuch khas khene ko nhi hai tumse lakin essi kayi sarri battein hai jinke uppar main tumhe kosna chahti hun lakin main apna kabu kho bethungi khudd paar se saach khenne lagungi esse ki tum sunn bhi nhi paoge .......ok aab hamme baat nhi karni chaiye phone kat dena chaiye....

  • tia_writes_ 33w

    Long distance relationships...❣️

    Saab khete hai sacchi mohabaat maain kabhi duriyan nhi rehti...
    Par mera manna hai jo dur rehe ke bhi sacchi rehe wahi toh mohabbat hai........
    Kuch essa hi biswas hum dono rakhte thai .......kuch majboriyan rehti thi isliye dono dur rehte thai......
    Magr yeh duri bhale geographical thi....Dil se or social media se hum dono hamesha kareeb thai dur rehna muskil tha isliye hum aksar battein karte thai kabhi chats pe toh kabhi video call woh puchte thai aksar. Mujse kaise ho kya khaya , kya kiya sara din or main bhi kuch esse swal kiya karti thi........Hum dono aksar battein karte karte so jaya karte thai baahon
    main bahhein phelakar ek dusre main kho jaya karte thai.....
    Dur hokar bhi kitne kareeb thai hum or kareeb hokar bhi kitne dur thai hum..........


  • tia_writes_ 33w

    Someone special❣️

    Is he ur friend??
    Then what he is to you?
    Something i don't want and need to explain to uh....
    We have something only we can feel and understand...
    There are some relationships in this world which we don't like to define. It is a relation formed of love, trust, affection, faith. We know how important
    that person is for us but we still dont like to explain it to the world...... It is a bond that only we both share and keep it secret.....away from everyone in this world...... A bond which is beautifull and pure!!
    A bond that will never require a "Name Tag"!!.......

  • nyctophile_vocalist 47w


    With a bowl of salad,
    I penned down a ballad,
    It was just a try, with a spoon full of lettuce green and dry,

    The salt was fine, as my line,
    At the side, kept a jar of honey,
    That i often taste after dine,

    The strawberries tasted sour, when someone knocked at the living door,
    The being was holding a spoon,
    As my next line would be praising the moon,

    The cucumber cracked with a taste bitter,
    Though I was stuck, what to put the next letter,

    Then a moment got placid and pause!,
    When desired left without any cause,

    The bowl was nearly empty, with lime seeds at the bottom,

    The desperate mind of-self, was left with the next line,
    What has to be an Autumn?

  • arpana_55555 50w

    दिल की बात दिल से

    तुम्हें खोने के गम नहीं तुम्हें पाने की खुशी लेकर हम जीना चाहते हैं।। सिर्फ यादों के सहारे नहीं तुम्हारे साथ मंजिल तक चलना चाहते हैं ।। दिल नादान सही पर फैसले सही लेता है उसको पूछो नाम हर धड़कन में तुम्हारा ही गुनगुनाता है।

  • soulthoughts_m 55w