Hi! I hope you're doing fine.
Let me get straight to the point. I'm gonna act like Lara Jean for once and write a letter to my crush stating that I really really like you. But it's time to move on. I know it was more than just some crush for me. It was much much more deep. But maybe it was all for me only, because, for you I was just some phase which you got out of real quick
So convenient for you wasn't it? When you wanted me you did everything to get me. I was completely fine before that. Completely alright. But just because you were trying so hard, I realised I had started falling for you too. But you left me hanging. You left me right when I was at the peek. That's when I realised I wasn't just falling, I was falling hard. So damn hard
And now that you aren't there I can't help but reminisce how it was before it all happened. How I was just fine by myself.
And now I'm all torn because you are just too unaffected after getting me so affected.
My friends are telling me regularly to see straight and see that you aren't right for me. That I should move on. I know I should. But what can I do, feeling what you made me feel, and the feeling of us together was anything but wrong. It felt more right and real than anything has ever felt before.
Now I too see that it's high time. You aren't coming back to me and I can't waste any more time on you. I don't know if I could ever move on from you but I have to try.
And for that, I'm writting this letter to you.
I did not know what else to do and hence once again my writtings became my haven.
I need a closure from you.
And I'm hoping against hope for this to be just that. I cue for me to move on.