I don't falter my steps when I realize where my fault was. I don't weep or wallow when the wind gets stronger on my way. I've realized that being human it's only natural to make mistakes while treading on paths unfamiliar. Regret has made mountains kneel, rivers dry up and volcanoes to erupt. Regret has shaken strong minds to frenzy. Regret has forced blooming buds to stillbirth. Regret has taken lives as many as the dying stars on the weeping onyx sky. I can't afford to nip the buds my dreams for feelings of regret.There is a whole life ahead of me. I'll amend my mistakes as I go on. I would only regret not learning from my mistakes. Rest assured, I'll figure out the way on my own. No matter how odd my chances are or how strange my choices are. I'll never disrespect a blessing as precious as life over a wrong turn. It doesn't matter how long it takes for me to figure out the labyrinth of life, with passion burning on every step and a light guiding from within me, I will win the race slow and steady. So that I can burn brighter for a long time. Until I fall of the sky like a shooting star. Let this be a reminder for every Lily that will smile on my tombstone that I have no regrets, I've reached my abode in peace.
I think regrets are skeptical no matter how much you look back you can't change time or things thats done when you look back you can still not see what's left over. I have owned lacks of doubts at times when life puts you through trauma you cant get past it nor you can escape when somethings you can't believe or cant accept an incident especially done towards you either feel two things one would by why did I do this
Or why did this happen to me what was my mistake thats when regrets starts to take place when you dwell upon things more and more the more you think the more it affects you they are the major causes of trauma, depression etc. Either you live through fear or anger or you isolate from the rest of the union. Why? Every pain, aggression or envy holds an reason and when you loose a loved one the heart or mind is still entact to know the reason. Every emotion is valuable according to a person's view, feel, experience that shapes a persons life and moreover there will be many to judge you at times when you start to explain the same things over and over the main captures the frames of the past again which breaks you a little more. Everybody has it when you ignore still it hurts and when someone make sures things which hurts you the most were the mind travels same place to why?. Regrets are not easy simply not it carries emotions along with some phase of time resisted. And most of all when you trust someone and it breaks sometimes the belief itself is shattered to such a place you don’t want to believe even a word that person conveys and above them all everyone has this maybe not for that one thing life would have been different man why did i had to go through what's my fault, why did I do it . A human feels 2 major feelings based on his actions . Regrets lies forever or it will get past time in the breeze of wind when the mind or heart accepts it. Its a phase everything wont get better you make life better once you accept it and start living life without grief. I once had a feeling why did these things happens only to me when I knew I cant change it I accepted it. The dialogue in five feet’s apart really inspired me Stella "its just life it will be over even before you know it".
So start living.
I feel like the road crossing over the hurdles i cross over the woe and let my condolence melt awing for misery to let go.
T R E E
I feel like a tree of serenity bearing all the storms and those running clouds which rains the dew drops of despair gulping every move within me with it's own peace.
G L A S S
I feel like the glass of champagne you'll once get hung and let your hand move over me with your will and would wait for it to get down i would still gather my fragile fragments with my dignified soul.
C L O U D
I feel like those clouds with no specific shape and an ethereal edgy which then fades his crystal bleach to grey skies on every flip of turn.
M O O N
I feel like the moon among the stars With the aura of adore hiding holes of distress sinking deep down dull with awful mark.
R I N G
I feel like the love ring which looses it's path and begins to wonder where i belong to searching for my king my owner to take me out off this nasty area and take me back to his palace of crystal indigo.
C O L O R
I feel like those vintage colors you may use to paint your torment upon the canvas only if your sentiments scored you'll use me to purple other specie with different genres or vanish their grey with white ink to make their sorrow get down.
C O T T O N C L O T H
I feel like those cotton cloth you wear in the summer even if you are draining down deep in the trauma of heavy rain you being the needle i feel you piercing me for the beauty you want from outerwear and not bothering about my inner soul that can burst me with your pinch of beauty.
W A V E
I feel like those wave among the serene ocean which makes me wonder the sky of grief gathering the soreness by his wave making my glee sink down in grave.
And when you ask me how i feel? My silence applauded O D D.