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pain of falling in love with an addict
I let it go for the sake of my own mental health and peace
I let it go for I deserve happiness and joy
I let it go because it's too much for me to handle
I will stay here to heal internally but physically I won't be available for any more pain of falling in love with an addict
#nothing
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remmy7moon
3d
Read MoreI don't know who can relate to me with the pain of loving an alcoholic
Are you sighing
Are you crying
Are you exhausted, frustrated, stressed, worried, overwhelmed, disappointed or are you blaming yourself for the mistakes and deepening in depression of over thinking why me
Are you confused that he should be confiding in you because of his so problems and he is all cuddling with the bottle, let it be whisky, wine, hard drink what ever type of booze it is.
Are you one of the kind that has been manipulated over and over again
Are you that sweet soul that has been mentally and emotionally tortured
Have you gone through any abuse, physically emotionally or you have been sexually abused
Are you feeling lonely because no one understands your suffering of loving an addict
Oooh poor me feeling all responsible for his actions and needs
Do you feel me when I say they have taken advantage of my kindness, generosity and thoughtful, love
Do you feel lost at any moment, angry at yourself
Do you feel resentment untrustworthy
Don't you feel like you have wasted enough energy and time trying to help a person with the disease and an addict they don't want to admit
Have you tried setting boundaries and a No ends up in Yes I forgive to let it go for the sake of my serenity
Do you feel the pain of I forgive you that never makes the meaning when history repeats itself
Do you feel me when I say the wound was stirred for the reasons not well known to me
Are you trying to keep yourself together to breathe for a better life
Have you questioned yourself over and over again whether you should end the relationship or stay
Is your one foot in the house and another foot outside
Has your intuition warned you but you still hope he or she will change for your sake
Today I got news for you,I don't know how bad or good they may be to you but it's bitter truth
He won't even change xzero percent unless he wants to change
He will hurt you over and over again intentionally, not untentionally, subconsciously or consciously.
You can't change that unless he or she wants to change by himself
He or she won't feel the hurt you are feeling
You have protected him / her enough
You deserve happiness, choose joy over everything
Accept that you will change nothing and withdraw the energy and effort you ever inserted.
Stop making excuses for their behavior by hiding their addiction
Enable them or move on but you won't be able to change a thing.
Pray for mercy, mercy upon the addicts because they are driven by internal spirit unknown but covered by we got problems and convince them to seek professional help.
Make your choice today knowing there is nothing big you will change
#struggling with an addict#Overthinking#life messed up days#nothing evercomes with ease -
At least I felt alive when I was in the pain of loving you
I thought that rush of agony
Would never go away
In the middle of the night I often begged the stars for sweet release
Hoping to convince the universe to help to set me free
Then one morning
I woke up
and
Couldn't believe
My heart has never been so loose
My soul has never been without a flame
I'm untethered unleashed untied
The door was opened wide
And
Now that I can't feel
anyone or anything
My heart is struggling to keep a regular beat
That free
That emptied out
That blank slate
Choices to make
I think this.
Will be the thing
That finally makes
me break
©charlieka -
If you can not
Don't believe the lie
Showing awfulness
Do not associate with any class -
Trust me♥
If you're running out,
from the situation
Then trust me
You're living life of nothing.
©hoorbanu98 -
NOTHING
MIldi ni maut na khuda mileya..
Jadd khud nu pauna chaheya tu labbeya..
Ajj khud lyi khud muhtaaj hogye...
Mein tan darr darr te c ja tenu mangeya..
©joban8 -
എനിക്ക് ഒരു തരം കൊല്ലുന്ന ശൂന്യതയാണ് അനുഭവപെടുന്നത്. ചലിക്കാനാവാതെ കിടക്കുന്ന ശരീരത്തിൽ ചലിക്കുന്ന മിഴികൾക്ക് കാണാൻ സാധിക്കുന്ന ഒരേയൊരു കാഴ്ച.നിർവികാരമായ ഈ വെള്ള സിലിംഗ് പോലെ ഒരു ശൂന്യത.
©thefangirl -
People always try hard for something ..
But Imagine when there's Nothing left to Try.!
©writes_solemnly -
antarraal
3w
Read MoreE: So I guess a normal machine coffee for you, like always.
N: Yes my friend you know me so well.
E: Why did you refused the job? They were paying so well.
N: Yes, money was good but there was nothing more, no excitement, no challenge, no pushing the boundaries.
E: Oh I see, its better to be shivering in the rain but not doing a job that can get you a raincoat.
N: (laughs): I have you.
E: What if I leave, what if I die?
N: I will not leave you alone but chase you to the other world. (laughs again)
E: Shut up, drink the coffee, you are shivering in the rain like a dog. Dont you want to live comfortably, your careless ways made Glory go away and marry that rascal Arrogance. Why cant you change yourself for once and see my side, this side is not bad.
N: Exactly its not bad but its not good either. Look at me, I am not in any race, I dont have anything to prove to anyone. I do small jobs, that gives me bread and butter, I am there where life is, pain is, even joy. I challenge myself every day and come back empty handed which doesnt distress me but excites me for another day and you guys all hooked up in your palace yet always cribbing for more,hankering after others. That is not life for me.
By then rain had stopped. As Everything paid the bill and both of them stepped out, Nothing hugged him, and said, "I cannot change, so should not you."
#opposite #conversation #wod @mirakee @writersnetwork @writersbay #everything #nothingEverything with Nothing
It was raining heavily, the cafe was full. Warmth, hot food and a charming ambience, made all feel.cosy and wonderful. Everything was occupying a comfortable corner table. A hot cup of cappuccino, sandwiches and the new edition of NatGeo in hand. As he sipped his coffee, he noticed his old acquaintance Nothing has walked in. As usual shabbily dressed, unkempt hair and with a slight smile on his lips. Their eyes met and Everything invited him over to his table.
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Nothing
Nothing in my mind
Everything in my soul
So much I can feel
Won't matter if I can't communicate
I cant even talk to myself
No rhymes or right to reason
Nothing to shine
Nothing to make my own
My soul grows bigger
But I need my mind
To say to you, to them, to everyone
What's really there
What's realy burning
Connection and completion
No walkways here
©blazetaylor -
NOTHING COMES EASY!
The more higher your ambitions,
the more you strive for the good,
the more you thrive to shed light
to dispel the darkness,
that much more you need to see
the deep dungeons,
that much more bad you need to
take, and that much more blind paths
that are to be pass/travel or even walk.
There is no other way. Suffering is
not meant for the fools but rather to
the wise.
Just keep going and you will reach the pinnacle of higher horizons.
This is proven true again and again through ages. Examine the lives of the Great and you will realise this eternal truth.
Nothing comes easy.
©izingizer4 1
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anukshasen
Dear writer,
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जरूरी
आपकी खुशी हमारे लिए कल भी जरूरी थी आज भी जरूरी है और आगे भी जरूरी ही रहेगी।
हमारा खुश रहना कल भी जरूरी ना था, आज भी नही और आगे भी शायद नहीं होगा...
©unknown_ -
Change is better than chaos
©jithinsharma_7 -
#karma#revenge
The best revenge is always to just happily...
Move on and let karma do...
The rest...
©patto_rani8 2
- selfloveisthekeytoeverything Absolutely .. instead of wasting time on revenge ..we can utilise that time on our self development
- patto_rani ✌
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Rope
Singing softly my voice no longer travels
Almost as if time unravels,
Eyes blinded by tears,
My heart long since pierced,
These hands raw and torn,
Not long since after they were born,
Nothing to call my own,
But a rope waiting to be thrown.
©samantha_bobo -
Nothing More
The only love I feel from him
Are in his sadness,
Or within closed walls.
That's it, there's nothing more.
©theoffendedteddy -
What is nothing?
Where is no thing?
Can I see nothing ?
Can I speak nothing?
Can I touch nothing?
Can I feel nothing?
If there is nothing then where is it?
And if there isn't nothing then what is everything?
I want NOTHING. I want to feel nothing, listen nothing, do nothing, have nothing, be nothing. It's nothing that I want but it is everything.
Will I be everything if I be nothing?
But how can I be everything when what I want is nothing and nothing is not everything? Everything is not nothing but nothing is everything.
Are you nothing? Do you know nothing?
Can you find nothing?
They say that even being nothing is being something. But how can nothing be something?
Is nothing void of everything?
Even if it is, then it is still something. What you ask?
It is void of everything.
What is nothing?
©ujjwalbhandari -
प्रेम
प्यार को सिर्फ एक आकर्षण के रूप में देखना चंद्रमा को नीले पानी के स्रोत में देखने जैसा है। बस हम इसे छोटे जागीरदारों में देखते हैं इसका मतलब यह नहीं है कि यह छोटी सी सामान्य बात है।
©ravandemon -
I don't f**king know!!!
Today I wanted to write
after a long while
I wanted to write
Idk what
Idk why
I just wanted to try
Try again, to write
What I hold inside
Sleeping nights
Finding lights
I'm lost in darkness
And I can't hide
I just wanted to write
Words, sentences, paragraphs
Idk what kind
I just wanted to write
I just wanted to remind
Tears, smiles, stars and asteroids
Falling down each day
Idk know what to write
Idk what to hide
I just wanted to try
Try and write
What's hidden deep inside
The unknowns
Of my soul
Printing on paper
Or going live
I just wanted to try
Try a again after a while
Words I hide
Feelings I cried.
©smilywrites -
Nothing lasts forever yet
the kiss of nothing
brands the soul for ever.
©antarraal -
_singhayush
7w
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अब महफिलों की रौनक में
मैं जाम उनके नाम के
अब और पिया नहीं करता।
बेवफा कहकर उन्हें
अब और बदनाम किया नहीं करता।
कि हां मोहब्बत है वह मेरी
मगर कमबख्त अब मैं
उनकी मोहब्बत का इंतजार और किया नहीं करता।।
©_singhayush
