Let me vent
Let me try and see if I can get this off my chest,
I feel lost inside my mind,
And damn it's such a mess.
I try to cope daily with these words,weed,and alcohol.
And I always get thrown back to square one,
And that's my down fall.
My heart is broken,
Your no longer here,
And it breaks for them too.
I try to manifest a positive vibe,
But it's so hard to do,
When my heart aches in pain,
Because I know they do not care,
They play pretend to my face,
And then I am just left there,
To sit and wonder,
Why am I hard so hard to love?
Or maybe it's just that I love too hard,
And it scares them away.
I hope and pray someday that everything will be okay.
I hope you see they light that shines so bright.
And I find myself drinking more,
Maybe it's to numb the pain.
Maybe it's because inside my head,
Is where I do not feel okay.