It's been long time coming, to pen down the words, coursing through my mind. A letter from the heart, to say all those, I can never say out loud..
Even as I write this, I know you understand, deep in your bones, that you feel the same..
There was never a moment, where you weren't my friend, who stood by me, helped me through my darkness. I was ever greatfull and considered myself lucky..
Now I see it clearly, you stopped seeing me as your friend, treating me as your friend.. I sometimes feel like I failed you, yet that isn't it.. You pulled away from me, put a distance between us. Now as we don't speak, I see it, all the times you always stayed away, one step away.
I guess you knew that you were going to leave my life. I am glad you protected yourself from the hurt, yet you hurt me in the process..
I miss you my friend, yet I will pass this pain on my own.
This time if you come back, it will not be same, for I am not the same..