Trying to find the shooting star at night, needing a wish.
To once again, feel a moment of bliss.
Where the problems of life are pushed aside.
No second guessing or wondering why.
Good things are happening, don't think I deserve.
Terrified of my emotions, feeling jaded and hurt.
Vulnerability is like jumping off a cliff into water.
Some dive right in, others are smarter.
Take a step back, evaluate risks.
Seeing the dangers, somebody else might have missed.
But doing things my way, has worked so far in my decisions.
After all, nobody else knows my position.
When I wake up, the sun will still shine.
So I have to take this all, one day at a time.