Maybe I made a mistake after all.
Everything's falling apart.
My tears haven't dried since November,
And by breath still reeks of your promised kiss,
Yet I've run away now, I've run away.
Never to return again,
Why is it this way? That~
In your presence when I stay, I want to run away;
And when I run away, I want to stay.
My mind's playing croquet, and I can't say...
Whether it's a miracle or a curse ,
That you came my way.
And the worst of it all began when....
I couldn't think of you as my "forever".
And the future of us that I'd envisioned
Now it seems as though my life's at autumn,
The leaves of my soul dangling by a twig,
Only to fall with the passing of the wind of life.
It already seems like winter's coming, bleak with no sunshine.
And when I walk, my hand still searches for yours~
Is it too much to ask,to go on a walk for the last time?
By the beach, just you and I...
Just us, laughing like teenagers, covered in sand
I wish for my future self to pay me a visit
And assure me that it's just a phase,
That you aren't my last love....