#miscarriage

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  • kp_singh 4d

    The two most painful things in this world are miscarriage and unsuccessful marriage! -Kps©2021

    #kpspoetry #kpsquotes #miscarriage #unsuccessfulmarriage #heartbreak #painful

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    The two most painful things in this world are miscarriage and unsuccessful marriage!
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  • angels_halo_shines 3w

    Autumn

    Allow us to welcome Autumn ­čŹé
    Always my favorite season of the year
    Accelerating moods are in demand
    Allowing time for loving memories
    Accepting change difficult at times
    Alignment is a must
    Allow us to welcome our Autumn ­čŹé
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  • _flow803_ 15w

    Phil and Lil Part 2

    Filled with so much pain and sorrow; wishing that you two could be born healthy tomorrow. / Visions of our finances advancing; conversations of expanding into the house that we would live in before we get the mansion. / Your older brother and sister I would never abandon; your mother told me to manifest from the universe but I was demanding. / And commanding an understanding; of why our love couldnÔÇÖt serve as an airport for you both to land in. / Your mother and fatherÔÇÖs work ethic is outstanding; doing the ground work to receive passive income from our branding. / -F.L.O.W.

  • _flow803_ 15w

    Phil and Lil Part 1

    I need some peace in my life, I swear I might start fishing; every since this miscarriage, 2 pieces of my heart missing. / The touch from you both is something that I would kill to feel; real 90ÔÇÖs baby, nicknamed my twins Phil and Lil. / Fell in love with you both before you were physically here; but much like losing my grandmother, IÔÇÖm unable to shed tears. / A menstrual cycle times 10, of course she bled; she went from taking prenatals to abortion meds. / We awaited your arrival, that was evident; at the 10 week check up there was zero development. /
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  • brokengypsysoul 16w

    "You should consider abortion as there is a high chance your child will be deformed."
    She was broken and hurting; she didn't want to accept this news
    So many conflicting emotions, pulling her back and forth
    Sickness plagued her fueling her depression
    Finally realising the severity of the matter...she made the hospital appointment.

    One morning after a helpful doctors consult, she decides, "I'm going to keep this baby."
    I don't care; I will love and look after my baby no matter what
    The thought of abortion killed her inside
    She went home after taking the doctors advice for anti-nausea remedies
    She was hopeful, finally accepting, excited to be a mum again
    She knocked on the door, her sister comes to unlock the door and greet her
    The girl looks down and does her sister, shock sets in
    Red blood, lots of it, they look at each other in despair

    First, she had to accept that she had an unwell child, that she may lose the child, or have to make that decision herself. Once accepting to love this child no matter what, she had to accept that he was now gone.

    The nurse had to retrieve the baby from the toilet
    She was unable to look at him, not wanting to accept her reality but asked to keep him

    She sits, and she mourns with her delicate baby in his tiny coffin
    The deformed reality of her baby sinks in; she only wanted to love him
    Heartbroken, seeing this incomplete child that she so desperately realised she wanted
    She then had to accept his fate was never in her hands

    Life is a rollercoaster of emotions; you only realise what you have until it is gone; once you accept something painful, life changes.

    It hurts. It's unfair. It is a process of emotions but accepting reality is the only way to live in the present

    #pregnancy #loss #abortion #miscarriage #mourning #acceptance #love #storyofloss #hurt #heartbreak #sad #sadstory #sadpost #learning #greif #hurts #unfair #cruelworld #lost #mystory #storyofmylife #trigger #triggerwaring #accept #livelife #lovelife #loveourchildren #nohate #benice #imsad

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    Trigger warning bellow, ft pregnancy and miscarriage

    Read the story bellow

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  • zephyr_of_fire 21w

    Better Left Unsaid

    Some things are better left unspoken

    Like the things you said

    Those words that you left in my head

    They've left me dead and broken

    You left me here alone

    You've taken my closure, my solace,

    And you replaced it

    With an absence of empathy.

    Now...

    I'm right here

    Exactly where you and I used to be

    Only this time, the difference is

    That I'm the only one who's here.

    Your words have exiled me

    You abandoned me to feel everything we lost

    You left me to deal with it all on my own.


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  • karenallen284 29w

    I want to believe in reincarnation so that you have another chance at making it out here, in this chaotic world. Perhaps born to a more loving and grateful mother.

    I want to believe in heaven so that I know there's someone there to greet me, should I make it up there at some point.

    I want to believe that one day you might see me and I might see you.

    I desperately want to believe there is even a fraction of a chance that you and I might cross paths.
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  • karenallen284 36w

    Your purple heart would smell like lavender,
    A mix of pink and blue.
    My purple heart is filled with sadness,
    As it mourns for the loss of you.
    ┬ękarenallen284

  • thejewls 38w

    My poetry is my storyteller. Finding relief in words for a loss so substantial and life threatening. I lost my 2nd baby at 8 weeks, boyfriend left me due to my diagnosis, my heart has completely hit the floor.
    #miscarriage #WrongDiagnosis #Alive #Well #Strong

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    Misplaced feelings

    From start to finish,
    My soul was triumphant,
    Here your first sign of life was brought to our attention, so small yet over the weeks you grew.

    The anticipation from October 6 to November 9th was a long haul to an abrupt stop when your heart wasnÔÇÖt detected it absolutely broke me apart, not only did I loose you I lost someone I truly loved.

    My soul was insufficient at that moment, gathering the courage to finish this fight all on my own ,these past 3 months have done nothing but suffocated the very life out of me, from doctor to doctor, needle to needle, ultrasound to ultrasound I was left with a misleading diagnosis they never helped me solve for my overall health.

    They told me I have passed the placenta myself, I know I havenÔÇÖt passed anything on my own come the last week in January I went into labor, eight hours of unknown pain from a placenta the doctor said was not there donÔÇÖt worry about it, I thought I was dying, my liver gave out, appendicitis, a tumor has busted, those eight hours went by so slowly Before I passed a large mass, blessed to be alive with a force as destructive as a hurricane, relived of pain there was a mess to clean.

    My soul is mending after such a substantial loss, I do not pity myself for what I have went through, my prayers go out casted upon the universe for overall good health in each an ever single individual, for our hearts were built to hold love as much as letting the love go, knowing one day we will all become apart of one anotherÔÇÖs soul again.
    My misplaced feelings are being dealt with one day at a time.
    God bless


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  • karenallen284 38w

    If my shoes could speak, they would tell you what no one else knew that day

    Of how I walked into the doctor's office and heard him quietly say

    "You're spotting blood, you don't feel well, let's do a quick ultrasound"

    So I stood up, hands shaking, my feet firmly on the ground

    If my shoes could speak, they would tell you, about the unique look on my face

    That it was nothing but a facade of bravery and grace

    As the sonographer confirmed what I already knew.

    That my baby within, was now a star in a sky so blue.
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  • karenallen284 38w

    All over the world there are mothers who have to
    Say goodbye to babies they haven't met but have planned an entire future with
    Say goodbye to babies they haven't smelled or hugged but have memorised their heartbeat
    Bid farewell to babies before they had a chance to say hello
    Bid farewell as they leave the most comforting home they know - the womb

    And what unites these mothers is their silent grief and endless thoughts of ifs and whys and hows.
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  • karenallen284 38w

    19th of August

    The 19th of August will never be the same.
    For it was meant to be the day you get your name.

    Did I desert you or you desert me?
    Star crossed futures not meant to be.

    Every 19th of August I'll gaze towards the sky,
    Look up to the universe and ask her why.

    Why did you come and go so very soon?
    Then seek some comfort by staring up at the moon.

    I'll ask her to look after you each and every night
    And hope with all my heart your soul is peaceful and bright.
    ┬ękarenallen284

  • karenallen284 39w

    I would never have been enough for you because you are obviously beyond special. I can promise you this, you will forever be my favourite what if.
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  • karenallen284 39w

    106 bpm

    Tears for a face I haven't seen
    Grief for the hands I didn't get to hold
    Heartache for the cry I didn't get to hear
    Anguish for the loss no one knows about
    Shocked at a story so brief
    Disappointment for a special bond that disappeared as quickly as it began
    Self-loathing that despite everything, I always wanted you
    Hope that one day you might grace me with your presence again

    Maybe, just maybe I will be lucky enough to place my ear on your chest and hear the sound of that melodious heartbeat. Until then it will be forever etched in my heart.
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  • karenallen284 40w

    Like a shooting star, you swiftly appeared and disappeared. I foolishly assumed I would keep you. I hope you know that, to me, you will always be the brightest star in the sky.
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  • karenallen284 40w

    Perhaps the numbness of my icy heart will subside if people knew about you. Perhaps not.

    But there you are amidst the moon and the stars in a place where you are loved so much more than I ever possibly could.

    My heart is just not big enough.

    ┬ękarenallen284

  • phinaoma 56w

    Broken 2

    ┬ęphinaoma

    How happy I was
    When you entered my womb
    I took so much Care of you
    I caressed you when you kicked
    I waited for months with bated breath
    Clucky as an egg bound hen
    Like a gut hooked fish netted and hauled on board
    Yolk flow floods from my empty womb
    I squirm in pains for my broken womb
    This hollow vessel of childlessness
    Eats down my spine path
    Jerking me off peace
    The bond I craved for months ended in a day.

  • phinaoma 56w

    BROKEN 1

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    I saw my life filled with strife
    It was a misconception from a single conception.
    My egg broke and out came the yoke
    Down went my joy, a smh feeling revoked
    As if stabbed with a knife the yoke lost it's life
    The joy I lost was the pain I got
    The motherly bond I sought
    The infant charm that leaves me amazed
    Are now part of the darkness tucked in a grave
    Yet upon myself, this I brought
    I couldn't be strong that's why I lost
    And now it's gone, now here I return
    Filled with grief with a hint of relief.

  • clarasage 60w

    Millie

    The smile I wear
    Is just an ugly mask
    For the story I can't share
    Its such an overwhelming task

    I hear your cries
    They seep into my chest
    Deepening my disguise
    As I try to do my best

    I wish I could have stopped
    The end that came to be
    The hope I had was chopped
    And now it's all on me

    I never got to say goodbye
    Never got to see your face
    I didn't mean for you to die
    I hope you're in a better place

    You deserved so much more
    But you were taken away
    It rots me to my core
    And I'm left here to decay

    The test said you weren't there
    But in my heart I knew
    Please don't think I didn't care
    Please all I want is you

    I cant beleive I threw you away
    I cant beleive I wasn't there
    Now I cant face today
    And my heart has a permanent tear

    That awful gruesome scene
    I see everytime I close my eyes
    The memory never wiped clean
    Trapping me in grey skies

    Oh god there was so much blood
    That will never leave my head
    The memories come crashing like a flood
    Oh god I wish I was dead
    I really deserve to be dead
    Please just let me be dead

    ┬ęclarasage

  • hayitsme 68w

    MY BROTHER I NEVER MET

    I've always felt curious and a certain kind of longing towards the brother I never got to meet. Luckily, I know there's a place in which he waits for me and waits to be reunited with his family.

    I know he is in Heaven and he is praising our King, but I long for the day I get to meet him, and we smile in a long embrace.

    #worthc #miscarriage #family #yourenotalone #bekind #alwayskeepfighting #love #love #life

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    My Brother I Never Met

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