Jamie, you know, people leave but, places don't. They exist holding back all the memories, fragrances and promises for being forever.
Jamie, you know what, today, I was eating tea and biscuits sitting on the bench alone in the park and. I saw an old couple enjoying each other company. Then I suddenly felt the rush of emotions in my heart that even we both had made the promises of being together but, you left me alone even without informing me. I still remember that day, 15 Dec 2015, when we were fighting in a bus and. I said what will happen if I die first and, we started making fun of this topic like innocent children without thinking about the fact of this future. And suddenly, the bus met with an accident and. I found myself lying on a hospital bed seeing around with blurry eyes with the hope that everything is fine. But then I realized that we met with an accident and I started screaming like a mad person and started asking my parents, doctor, nurses about you but everyone are just standing with hopeless faces.
Remembering, all these I got tears in my eyes, even the heartbeat I could listen to.
The house, paintings, letters and everything in which we had promised for being forever. Had sold by my parents thinking that if I would be surrounded by these things my condition would get worse more. And they even forced me to marry and told me that it's for my better life only.
But, you know Jamie, it is not an easy task to move on and forget you, it is not...
I know my parents worry about me, love me and want me to live a happy life. But, it is not easy to sell the bond we had. I had never thought that the fight we had became a regret. I miss you, Jamie. I could feel your presence in my heart and, you are listening to me.
I know it is painful to you when you see me in so much pain, but don't worry am trying my best to live my life and make you happy.
But one thing is that I can't replace you with anyone in my whole life. In the end, hope to meet you soon in heaven.