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  • lostsoul0317 4w

    I frankly don’t know why I still love you.
    Even when there is no hope,
    Even when there is no future.
    Even when there is no “us” anymore,

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    I oscillate between my desire to stay closer to you and my guilt consciousness to stay away from you.

    Even after I have lost you, I still can’t fathom that somebody would mean to you today, what I meant to you someday earlier.

    You told me, that I will be ok after a while. I can reasonably say that I try my best to be ok.

    Even after I know that there is no future for us,
    Even after I know that there is no fault of yours,
    I still hoped in some tiny corner of my heart, that a miracle may happen someday soon.

    All I can say now is that all those flickering lights of hope have died forever today.

    ©lostsoul0317

  • lostsoul0317 4w

    I frankly don’t know why I still love you.
    Even when there is no hope,
    Even when there is no future.
    Even when there is no “us” anymore,

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    Separated by distance;
    Still my heart melts for you.

    Separated by man-made boundaries;
    Still my mind longs for you.

    Separated by our breakup;
    Still doesn’t change my love for you.

    ©lostsoul0317

  • lostsoul0317 4w

    Every time I go away, you pull me back;
    Every time you go away, I pull you back.
    I wonder why then we have to go away from each other ever.

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    There are times, I want you to leave everything and come back to me.
    That’s how much I still love you wholeheartedly.

    The fact is, though you may hesitate, you may well be ready to leave everything for me.
    That’s how much you still love me earnestly.

    The irony is that, though I am tempted to do, I won’t be able to do that, not because am scared of the consequences, but because I may still not be able to give the life you want for yourself.
    That’s how much I love you selflessly.

    The hard truth is, if you dig deeper into yourself, you would be fighting against the urge to be with me.
    That’s how much you still love me sincerely.

    It’s impossible for anyone in the world to love someone, express to them the same and then act to keep the love at bay everyday. That’s love of the purest form. And we both excel at it!

    ©lostsoul0317

  • lostsoul0317 4w

    I seriously don’t know why I can’t resist you. I melt away if you just look at me..

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    I know I am late, and when I get left behind, I pick myself up and stay away from you, so that you get what you want.

    I am tired of fighting for your attention, and when I get ignored, I go into a shell and stay there till I forget.

    I am tired of explaining my feelings for you, and when I get ghosted, I hide into a cocoon and stay till I recover.

    I know am not the priority for you anymore, and when I get sidelined, I wither away.

    I know I have no rights over you anymore, and when you forget my existence, I vanish away from your life to hide my embarrassment.

    You got to decide what you want to do with me. Am nothing but all yours.


    ©lostsoul0317

  • lostsoul0317 5w

    I didn’t want to write anymore, so as to not affect you any further. I know you want to be away. And I know you are doing the right thing. Nevertheless, this is not a pathetic attempt to reach you though I tried hard to stop myself from writing, am letting this one time to express myself. I sincerely hope you are not reading this.

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    Sometimes you are an angel and
    sometimes a devil. Sometimes you are my blessing and
    sometimes my curse. Sometimes you lift my spirits high
    and sometimes you bury me underground. Sometimes we are inseparable and
    sometimes we are poles apart.

    Sometimes you are my lover and
    sometimes a stranger.

    Sometimes we have great chemistry
    and sometimes we don’t even flinch.

    Sometimes i mean everything to you
    and sometimes nothing.

    Sometimes I live with just your
    memories and sometimes I don’t.

    We had a great history,
    but we definitely have no future!

    ©lostsoul0317

  • lostsoul0317 5w

    Amidst all the cacophony,
    My mind silently screams for silence.

    Amidst the colourful rainbows,
    My mind silently prays for black & whites.

    Amidst the eye of the storm,
    My mind seeks tranquility.

    Amidst all the riot,
    My mind silently begs for peace.

    Amidst all the emotional rollercoasters of life,
    My mind strangely asks me “Will i ever change?”

    ©lostsoul0317

  • lostsoul0317 5w

    Earlier, I used to mean the world to you.
    Now, the world means more to you than me.

    Earlier, I used to be your world.
    Now, I am in a corner of your world.

    Earlier, every little thing of mine mattered to you.
    Now, every little thing matters more than me.

    Earlier, you used to love me wholeheartedly.
    Now, the last remnants of your love for me is in some corner of your heart.

    The thing that’s still the same is;
    Earlier, our lives were complex.
    Now, they are even more complex.

    ©lostsoul0317

  • lostsoul0317 5w

    Life has always been strange for me;

    When I need things, I don’t get them,
    When I got things, I don’t need them.

    When I was young, I wanted to be old,
    When I got old, I want to be young.

    When I was settled, I wanted change,
    When I got change, I want to settle.

    When I was alone, I wanted company,
    When I got company, I want to be alone.

    When I was free, I wanted to be busy,
    When I got busy, I want to be free.

    When I had love, I wanted life,
    When I got life, I want love.

    I have cacophony now all around me,
    I just need silence for awhile.

    ©lostsoul0317

  • lostsoul0317 6w

    This is for you. Even if it doesn't matter to you anymore.

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    Am sure by now you know that, things are different between us.
    It’s not you, it’s me who has changed.
    It’s not me who wanted to change though, but it’s the circumstances that we are in.

    I am letting you go away from me as that gives you clarity and peace.
    I am stopping myself from you as that helps me not get hurt.

    But I am hurting. Deeply.
    More than you could ever understand.
    More than you could ever care.
    More than it would ever matter.

    I am not angry at you.
    I am not upset with you.
    I won’t ever be.
    I know why you are doing, what you are doing.
    I know why you are the way you are.

    It’s me, who still thinks you are mine.
    It’s me, who hasn’t come to terms that am your ex now.

    It hurts me that;
    Neither am your world nor am in your world.
    Neither am your future nor am in your future.
    Neither am your life nor am in your life.
    Neither you have space for me now nor in future.
    Neither I am important nor does it matter.
    Neither do I matter nor do you care.
    Neither do I deserve you nor do I offer you a solution.

    No matter what.
    You will remain my love of my life.
    No matter how far I run away from you.
    No matter how far you go away from me.
    No matter what happens in our lives.
    But seems like, we are not destined to be together.

    I can only muster strength, when I don’t face you, as I will melt if you talk to me.
    I will collapse, if you show any love or care for me.

    I will wait for you. Forever.
    If at all there is a future for us.
    But I will wait for you.
    For you to reach the place, where you were in the past.
    For you to reach the place, where I am right now.
    A place where only you and me matter to both of us.
    A place where you are mine and I matter to you.

    Till then, I can only wish you the best.
    I will be happy for you but sad for myself, if you are happy without me.
    I will be thanking god but cursing myself, if things are good your side.

    I know, I have never been able to hold my strength against you.
    But it would be better for me;
    To stay hurt forever and away from you than
    To stay with you and get hurt every day.
    Every day you chose someone else over me.
    Every day someone else brings you happiness than me.
    Every day someone else offers you comfort than me.
    Every day someone else matters more than me.
    Everyday someone else is your priority than me.

    But ofcourse, I am your guardian angel.
    You can reach out to me anytime for anything. You have every right to demand anything from me. You have every right over me than anyone.

    A decade back, your birthday brought us together.
    A decade later, my birthday takes us away from each other.

    ©lostsoul0317

  • tally_writes 6w

    You shouldn’t ask if you don’t really want to know
    Because if I open up to you now
    And you break me
    I might never open up again
    ©tally_writes

  • lostsoul0317 7w

    This is for you. Even if it doesn't matter to you anymore.

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    My world stands still.
    Waiting for you.
    Even if it takes years for you.
    It’s my time to wait.

    Take your time.
    Am not going anywhere.
    I have reached where you wanted me to.
    You are free.
    Go out and live.
    Have freed you from my expectations.
    You deserve your time under the sun.

    Even if you come back or not.
    Doesn’t matter anymore.
    Have let you go in person.
    Because I have you forever in spirit.
    That’s enough for me forever.

    P.S:
    I didn’t want to write anything anymore here.
    But then there is no way to say this for me anywhere.
    Hence, this is for you dear. One last time.

    ©lostsoul0317

  • lostsoul0317 8w

    This is for you. Even if it doesn't matter to you anymore.

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    When you were mine,
    I was scared to hold onto you.
    Was scared that I will scar you.
    Wanted you to have the best.
    Suppressed my selfishness.

    Letting you go wasn’t what I wanted.
    I had to muster every bit of strength.
    Control every bit of emotion.
    You were nothing but magnificent.
    Patient. Polite. Kind. Understanding.
    Wish I never hurt you so much or caused you so much hurt.

    Of all the people in the world, if it was one person who I wanted to give all the happiness, that was you.
    Instead, I gave immense pain, solitude, hurt and more.

    Wish I could rewrite all of them. Wish I could repay for all my mistakes by giving you everything that you want in this life.

    We had a glorious past together.
    Wish we have an amazing future together as well.

    ©lostsoul0317

  • lostsoul0317 8w

    I write for you. Even if it doesn't matter to you anymore.

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    Can’t live with you,
    Can’t live without you.

    Can’t hate you,
    Can’t stop loving you.

    Can’t get you.
    Can’t get over you.

    “Can do” if you are there for me,
    “Can only do” if you are there with me.

    ©lostsoul0317

  • lostsoul0317 8w

    It may not make much sense to you, but
    I will take with me the past “You” and will let go the present “You”

    The past “you” is mine forever and no one can take that away from me.

    The present “you” isn’t mine and could be anyone else’s except me.

    This is because i loved you sincerely and wholeheartedly but struggle to let go of the new you and stay in touch with the new you without me get hurt.
    Makes sense?

    ©lostsoul0317

  • lostsoul0317 8w

    Life has myriad ways to teach us a lesson.
    Some are straight forward.
    Some are hard.
    And then there are some, where you don’t know what’s happening.

    That’s our favorite.

    Because, it allows us to believe what we want while delivering the opposite.

    We tend to believe in false hopes rather than gut wrenching truth.

    We like to live in a fools paradise rather than in an hopeless hell.

    There are ways to cheat, though.
    You have to be strong enough.
    You need to rise within.
    You need purpose.
    You need yourself back, which brought you here to take you forward.
    And trust, that there is light ahead at the end of the dark tunnel.

    Hold on brothers and sisters.
    Just let it pass.

  • lostsoul0317 8w

    I am a ghost from the past, Buried deep and forgotten, Left to rot and die, Rendered useless. I am an angel from the future, Here to nourish and transform lives, Bring along love and great times. Embedded part of future. I need to bide my time, Swallow my pride, Beat myself to oblivion. I need to rejoice and rejuvenate, Prepare for a glorious future, Lift myself to the top of the world. Those are the options. That’s all.

  • lostsoul0317 8w

    I write for you. .Even if it doesn't matter to you anymore..

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    You make me soar high in the sky.
    You make me sink to the bottom of the ocean.

    You give me unimaginable happiness,
    You make me suffer miserably.

    You boost my morale sky high,
    You make me crash to the ground.

    You make me dance in the rain,
    You make me walk on fire.

    You give me strength,
    You are my weakness,

    You give me life,
    You take away my soul.

    You make me human,
    You make me mad,

    You are an angel descended from heaven,
    You torture me in depths of hell.

    You probably don’t know you mean so much to me. Now you know!

    ©lostsoul0317

  • lostsoul0317 8w

    I write for you. .Even if it doesn't matter to you anymore..

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    Life comes a full circle.

    I finally realised, what I have been afraid to accept all these days.
    That I have no place in your life.
    That I am a burden to you,
    That I am a liability,
    That I am, what I shouldn’t be.

    Sorry, I was blinded by my love,
    I realise, I have been dragging you,
    I realise I have been affecting you,
    I realise, I am stopping you from moving on,
    I realise, our worlds are different.
    I realise, our lives are different.

    Go well my friend.
    I set you free.
    I won’t be a problem anymore.

    ©lostsoul0317

  • lostsoul0317 8w

    . I write for you. .Even if it doesn't matter to you anymore..

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    We don’t know where we are headed;
    You on a slippery slope upwards,
    Me on a steep valley sliding downwards.

    If you manage to climb up, there is no us;
    If you give up and slide down, there is no you.

    You said if and when you come down, you would be a mess.
    As if that’s supposed to stop me.
    As if that’s supposed to make me wary of you.
    As if that’s supposed to stop me from loving you.

    I love you more, ever since I lost you,
    I miss you more, ever since you went away,
    I crave for you more, ever since you didn’t have time for me,
    I long for you more, ever since I stopped mattering to you.

    If I get another chance;
    I will treasure you,
    I will love you,
    I will care for you,
    I will hold you in my arms forever,
    I will lock you in my heart forever.

    If I get another chance!

    ©lostsoul0317

  • deadprim 9w

    From the bottom of the ocean
    An infinity fathom deepest
    Your feet stand alone
    And a fire burning inside
    Couldn't be washed by those waves
    Your feet start rising
    As you push yourself down
    The moment you get up
    The moment your wings spread
    Your lifeless hand stretched
    And your body being dragged up
    By the cold blue buoyancy
    As you rise
    You stop drowning
    As you rise
    You keep on moving up
    With a little push
    You rise higher and higher
    Every second , even if it's breatless
    You rise!!

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    Rise

    With a little push you rise higher and higher!
    ©deadprim