Sits in heaven
She left us,
How and why? No one can tell.
bewildered and engulfed,
So deep in emotions.
Your beliefs will form a bridge of hope
To meet her until next time
When you would have your next cup of tea together, sit in the bedroom and talk for hours.
I know those memories of her have you devoured
I know how hard can it get, you crave your last one more times; one more cup of tea, one more conversation, one additional ride to the temple.
Her favourite prayers, her bond with the lord
Her prayers were for you that helped in your despair.
A million 'one more time' would not suffice the void, inside your heart.
It would not ease your wriggle and your knots.
Always remember, those we love are never forgotten.
Their soul their prayers are right above you.
Those we love, never go away
They come and stoke your forehead for a good night when you're deep asleep.
You just can't see, but still, you feel them.
Unheard, but still you hear them?
You exactly know how they sound.
They walk beside you, guide you
Through the beliefs, they laid in you.
I'm not going to comment on how she has ascended to the lord or now is probably a twinkling star? Looking down for you from far away.
I don't know that for now
All I know, she was here laughing with you, sitting beside you, eating beside you, in peace.
All I know that she still is.
She will always do, in peace.
It's happening all of it, you just can't see.
Because all you can do is to believe
In her, in you.
It hurts, will always do.
A little time will help you to soak in.
Every time you near them mentioned, you'll cry
Because layers of which your emotions are made are thin.
When you eat, keep a bite aside
As I said, you just can't see.
And that's okay.