bare foot on the edge of the river,
gazing at the flowing water,
keeping my eyes on the green beauty,
i kept walking ahead without any destination.
i peeked at my reflection in water,
puffy eyes, dark circles, stained cheeks,
rubbing my eyes and cheeks,
to get rid of all the tears,
laughing at my saddist state.
the thundering of clouds reminded me,
of how even up above is laughing,
laughing at my pathetic state of mind,
laughing at me…
i always wished that the clouds be happy for me
but little did I know that
that others always laugh at my expenses…