Meant to be
I found you
As unexpectedly as the rain falls in a summer morning
I grew fond of you
As surprisingly as the wish upon a falling star comes true
But I could never believe what I felt for you
Is it even love? I questioned myself everyday when I was with you.
My heart had no answer for me.
So I believed I did not love you.
One day I left.
With a hope to be right about leaving something I wasn't sure of.
I left you my love. I am sorry for the pain I caused both of us.
I was wrong. And I do love you.
This grief does not go away..
No matter how much I try, I still think of you.
If you were meant for me then why did I make such a mistake of letting you go? And
If we were not meant to be then why does it still hurt so much to let go?
Now I wish , every night. Every morning.
Please find me again. Please let me make up to what was lost. But most importantly forgive me, for I could not see your worth sooner. Forgive me for not staying and Fighting for us. Forgive me because I had my reasons.
And if in this lifetime, we don't cross paths again then forgive me because we could have been great together.
If it's meant to be , we will find eachother. Again.