Will Is Not Yet
Was was is
but was is is not,
and is was will
but will is is not.
©
quarantinistani
#makeitstop
13 posts-
quarantinistani 81w
"Stahpit, you're gonna borkeneding my mind!"
#trippytime #timepuzzle #mindfox #when #makeitstop #quarantinistanity7 0If I let my heart bleed out until
there's nothing left... will it stop you from
being able to hurt me?
©katladyt_11 0 1hazel_grace 142w
I really just want all of this to end and hope I succeed soon.
Xx Hazel
#oblivion #depression #anxiety #suicide #death #makeitstop #mentalillnessOblivion
Dear Oblivion,
Wrap your arms around me.
Please bring me home.
Make me forget,
Make this world no longer exist.
Kill me with your breath,
Let me melt away.
Make the pain go away,
Make it all better.
Stop the fucked up thinking,
Stop the way I feel.
Get rid of the hurt inside,
And make it all disappear.
Make the world no longer exist.
Put me back where I need to be,
Please
Please
Please
PLEASE!
Let me die painlessly.
Make it all go away.
Let me into your arms,
And share your nothingnesss,
Please
Please!
Stop my life,
I need your help.
Get rid of it all.
Make it stop!
Give me your blackness,
Give me your nothingness.
Make me forget.
Make it nonexistent.
Make me die,
Please
Please
Please.
I'm begging you, Oblivion,
please.
©hazel_grace10 2 1Life hurts
It hurts.
It hurts really bad.
Everything pains me.
It hurts.
It hurts really bad,
Deep down in my soul.
It hurts.
It hurts really bad,
In my brain and my body.
It hurts.
It hurts really bad.
The thoughts spiralling out of control.
It hurts.
It hurts really bad.
The tears I cry at night.
It hurts.
It hurts really bad.
The way I feel constantly.
It hurts.
It hurts really bad.
So please make it stop.
It hurts.
It hurts really bad.
But life is cruel in that way.
Life hurts.
Life hurts really bad.
Or to me at least.
It hurts,
Life hurts,
Really bad.
©hazel_grace15 0 1hazel_grace 143w
#suicidenotes #sickoflife #suicide #fuckthis #makeitstop #killmenow
Dont need sympathy
Just need to die
Sorry mum
Sorry dad
I love you but this is for the best
Xx HazelTo those who say they care.
To be honest i dont believe you, but anyway.
When you read this I will hopefully be gone.
Sent to oblivion, by my own hands.
Finally peaceful,
Finally released.
Rested and fixed.
All better,
Finally.
You say this is the cowards way,
You also say you care.
But if you cared enough,
You would know how much fucking pain i am in.
ALL THE FUCKING TIME
I am sick of this life,
I tried,
I truly did.
But nothing worked.
I AM BROKEN.
Death is the only option.
I need this to end.
I cant deal with ghis anymore.
MAKE IT STOP.
The pain in my head,
Chest,
Heart,
Whole body.
The thoughts that just wont fucking stop.
THE EVIL FUCKING THOUGHTS THAT TORTURE ME.
This feeling,
The way i wish wasnt possible to feel.
This fucked up way i am feeling.
THAT IS JUST FUCKING SHIT.
Sorry but this is the only way.
Just know I loved you.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
MAKE IT FUCKING STOP
LET ME DIE
I NEED TO COMMIT SUICIDE
I NEED TO KILL MYSELF
I NEED OBLIVION
I NEED THIS TO STOP
BYE
KILL ME
I NEED TO KILL MYSELF
SORRY
AHHHHHHHHH
©hazel_grace11 0 1A storm so cynical
Under the blazing flame,
I hope to find some peace.
In the middle of a storm,
I hope to rest in ease.
The wizard is out of tricks,
the magic all faded away.
A star is going to die,
no one is here to stay.
A hand may reach out to you,
grab you and carry far down.
Where rests a tree,
not green, not brown.
Sun is on the verge,
but will not rise.
The old man is out of breath,
not so old, not so wise.
A book lies on the firewood,
catching the cold as it fades.
Guess it was the last chapter,
A diamond in a heart of spades.
©pranavsharma9714 0 1arenegaines 178w
#addiction
#AReneGaines #bleedingheart #poetsofinstagram
#poetryofinstagram #poetsofmirakee #mirakee
#writers #poetrylove #poetry #poets #bleedonpaper #soulwriter #ilovetheartoflanguage #tired #sleepless #nightsweats #tears #lettinggo #makeitstop #rehab #addictioncanbeaperson #comingdown #relapse #healing #letgo #drug #reality #battle #survivorShe never knew addiction until there was you.
©arenegaines14 0 1dark_imagination 193w
I'm always hurting
It will won't stop
Please make it stop
Please
©silent_shadow15 0thanewb 194w
For fuck's sake
I don't fuck just for fuck's sake
I fuck because im willing to love and be loved at the risk of heartbreak.
Offering your services or just some head is a surefire way to make sure i never meet your bed.
"You must have a big dick, can i see it?" Sorry babe, i didn't even bring it.
Can we be intimate without bringing body parts into it?
"Oh, you must be gay!" Nah, i just love who i love but, That's what most who never fucked with a real man would usually say.
My hand works great and there's lotion in every store! yeah, just like that, I want more.
Can you love me with your clothes on or if we get that close, I've walked into a whore zone?
Learn to fuck with me, instead of want to get with me to fuck.
For fuck's sake, is it cool if i come by and we don't fuck?
©thanewb4 0brokenbeauty63 205w
I want everyone to see my pain. I loved and I fought with the strength of 100,000 warriors. I forgave and I loved with all the patience & understanding in me. I gave and I changed for you, until there was nothing left of me. You got what you wanted. You ran away with my soul, leaving me nothing more than an empty shell. With only false hopes & shattered dreams to cling to. You got what you wanted.. Every night, the only thing I have is the cold floor against my face, and the bitter sweet pain of your memory. As I'm haunted by this suffocating scent you left behind, I wonder, can anyone truly see this torment & torture. Everyone will see soon enough. This is what you wanted! You've always shown me, I am easily replaced, but me on the other hand, I can never love another. So while you & your life moves on, you expect me to spend the rest of mine, always gasping for air, trying to figure out what am I to do with this massive, all consuming, black hole, you placed in my chest?
©brokenbeauty6312 1arenegaines 207w
#anxiouswaterbuffalo
#AReneGaines #bleedingheart #poetsofinstagram
#poetryofinstagram #poetsofmirakee #mirakee
#writers #poetrylove #poetry #poets #bleedonpaper #soulwriter #ilovetheartoflanguage
#waterbuffalo #buffalo #water #breathing #breathe #panicattack #panicky #panic #evenifindmyselfridiculous #makeitstop #needbreathingtechniques #anxiety #anxious #survivor #freakingoutSometimes she can't breathe
Sometimes she breathes too much
Then she tries to slow
Her breathing down
That never works
Then she ends up
Breathing erratically
Fast slow fast slow
Do other people hear me
Breathing like a water buffalo
©arenegaines10 0sirge_sirge 218w
Make it stop
Another day on this path
You have a few ways to go
Which one is the right one?
Nobody knows
Another day feeling hopeless
It's so hard to choose
You make a blind pick and
It hurts so bad, make it stop
Another person went hiding
He'll come back real slow
Maybe he couldn't decide
Should he kill his dreams or not
Another day on this path
You have a few ways to go
Which one is the right one
Nobody knows
©sirge_sirge13 0About Death
Let me tell you what Death does
Death, she creeps into the ventricles that make you WHOLE.
Death, she cackles in your head when you’re far and alone.
Death, she pierces her stiletto heel into your heart until you moan.
Death, lady Misery, she’s just, yet indignant.
Death. They told us it was malignant
Death,
She took you away from me.
She carved, sliced and gnawed me into pieces to get to you.
Lady Misery, take her to the angels she belongs to.
Lady Misery, you’ve left me deranged in solitude.
Lady Misery, God Damn You.
@blackunicorn