#madness

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  • thefangirl 12h

    #madness #stupidity #dream #soulmate #loveandloveonly #stayaway #goodforyou

    അലർജിയുടെ വല്ലാത്തൊരു അവസ്ഥയിൽ ഉറങ്ങാൻ മരുന്ന് കഴിച്ചു കിടന്നതാണ് ഞാൻ. മനസ്സും ശരീരവും ഏറെ തളർന്നിരുന്നു.
    ഉറങ്ങുന്ന എന്നോട് അമ്മ പറഞ്ഞത് നിനക്ക് ആക്‌സിഡന്റ് പറ്റിയെന്നാണ്. കണ്ണുകൾ ഞാൻ വലിച്ചു തുറക്കാൻ ശ്രമിച്ചിട്ടും പറ്റുന്നുണ്ടായിരുന്നില്ല. എന്റെ ഉള്ളിലെ നടുക്കം മുഖത്തു പ്രതിഫലിക്കാതിരിക്കാൻ ഞാൻ ശ്രമിച്ചിട്ടും എന്നെ ആഴത്തിൽ അറിയുന്ന അമ്മ അത് കണ്ടെത്തി. ഇത്രയേറെ പ്രിയപ്പെട്ടതാണല്ലേ എന്ന് ചോദിച്ചു. എന്റെ ഉള്ളൊന്നു പാളി.ഞാൻ അപ്പോഴും കൺപോളകളുമായി മല്പിടുത്തത്തിൽ ആയിരുന്നു. പിന്നീട് എന്തൊക്കെയാണ് നടന്നത്......
    ഞാൻ നിന്റെ മുഖം കണ്ടു. നിനക്ക് പ്രിയപെട്ടവരുടെയും. പക്ഷേ ഉള്ളു നിറയെ സ്നേഹമാണെങ്കിലും പതിവുപോലെ എനിക്ക് നിന്നിൽ നിന്നും അകലം പാലിക്കേണ്ടി വന്നു. ഒളിഞ്ഞു നിൽക്കേണ്ടി വന്നു. ഞാൻ ദൂരെ പോയി പൊട്ടി കരഞ്ഞു. നീ നടന്നു അടുത്തെത്തിയപ്പോൾ കരച്ചിലടക്കി നിറകണ്ണുകളുടെ മങ്ങിയ കാഴ്ചയിൽ നിന്നെ നിസ്സഹായയായി നോക്കികൊണ്ട് ഞാൻ മാറി നിന്നു .മനസ്സിന്റെ ഉള്ളിന്റെ ഉള്ളിൽ ഇരുന്നു ആരോ പറയുന്നുണ്ടായിരുന്നു.എന്നെ നീ ഒന്ന് കണ്ടിരുന്നു എങ്കിൽ എന്ന്. പിടിച്ചെഴുനേൽപ്പിച്ചിരുന്നു എങ്കിൽ എന്ന്.
    ഏറെ നാളായി കൊതിച്ചത് പോലെ ഞാൻ ഒരുപാട് സംസാരിച്ചു. പക്ഷേ അവിടെയും എപ്പോഴത്തെയും പോലെ നിന്നെ കുറിച്ചോർക്കുമ്പോഴും നിന്നോട് സംസാരിക്കുമ്പോഴും എന്റെ ഹൃദയമിടിപ്പ് വല്ലാതെ കൂടുന്നത് ഞാൻ അറിയുന്നുണ്ടായിരുന്നു.നിന്നെ അറിഞ്ഞപ്പോൾ നിനക്കാവശ്യമായ സഹായങ്ങൾ ചെയ്തു മടങ്ങാൻ ഞാൻ തീരുമാനിച്ചു.പക്ഷേ അത് സ്വീകരിക്കാൻ നീ ഉണ്ടായിരുന്നില്ല. പതിവ് പോലെ നീണ്ട ഇടവേളയ്ക്ക് ശേഷം ജന്മംമെടുത്ത നമ്മളെ എനിക്ക് നഷ്ടപ്പെട്ടു.നെഞ്ചു നീറി ഞാൻ യാത്രയായി. നിന്റെ ചിരികളും വാക്കും നോക്കും സ്വപ്നങ്ങളും നിറഞ്ഞ ഒരു മനോഹര ചിത്രം ഹൃദയത്തിൽ പകർത്തി ഞാൻ യാത്രയായി.

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    മായാനദി

    എന്റെ പ്രിയപ്പെട്ട മായനദിയിൽ ഞാൻ ഒന്ന് കൂടെ മുങ്ങി നിവർന്നു. ഉണ്ടെന്നു തോന്നിച്ചു ഇല്ലെന്നു പറഞ്ഞു എവിടെ നിന്നോ വന്നു എവിടേക്കോ പോയ എന്റെ മയനാദി. എന്റെ മാത്രം ചിത്രം പകർത്താൻ മറന്നു പോയ എങ്കിലും എനിക്ക് ഏറ്റവും പ്രിയപ്പെട്ട എന്റെ ഫോട്ടോഗ്രാഫർ, എന്റെ നിഗൂഢതകളുടെ രാജകുമാരൻ, എന്റെ ഇരുട്ടിലെ മിന്നാമിനുങ്ങിന്റെ നുറുങ്ങു വെട്ടം, തുറന്നു പറച്ചിലിന്റെ ധൈര്യക്കാരൻ, എന്നും ഒരുപാട് പ്രണയത്തിൽ ജീവിച്ചുകൊണ്ടേയിരിക്കുന്നവൻ, എനിക്കിതെല്ലാമാണ് നീ എന്നറിയാതെ എങ്ങോ ജീവിക്കുന്നവൻ, ഒരിക്കലും ഒന്നിക്കാത്തവൻ...... അതേ എനിക്ക് ഒരുപാടൊരുപാട് ആയവൻ.
    ©thefangirl

  • anas_husain 1d



    You are the broken vase of my flowers
    And spilled ink on my shirt,
    Don't try to clean, Don't try to fix
    Just enjoy the mess.

    ©anas_husain

  • wordgeek____ 1d

    Ingredients:

    1. A wholesome body with unstable mind
    (Which is very common these days)������
    2.A platform for display of emotions
    3.An audience to certify your madness

    Recipe:

    Mix all those unstable emotions that you are harbouring inside that brain of yours for what seems like an eternity.����

    Shake well with an outside pending emotion that you may find in the day to day life��

    Let it simmer for about an hour inside your soul till you begin to feel the fire through your ears ..��
    (For those who want to have an extra kick of madness let it stay overnight ��������)

    Finally serve your madness banter to the world that gives you an endless platform to showcase yourself...

    And voila you are deemed fit to be mad...������������������������.......


    ©wordgeek___

    P.S : don't take it to heart

    ��������������������

    #recipe
    #wod
    #pod
    #mirakee @mirakee
    #writersnetwork @writersnetwork
    #writersbay
    #ceesreposts
    #madness
    #joke
    #justkidding

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    Mouthwatering madness!!!!!!

    A sure and easy one !!!!!!

    ©wordgeek____

  • roel_gonz 3d

    I keep looking on the endless highway
    Touch my broken heart
    Feel the madness of my soul
    And the desires of loving you
    Still here
    In my veins
    In my bones
    In my blood
    ©roel_gonz

  • distilled_thoughts 3d

    THE LUNATIC

    It's full moon,
    I sit in my terrace, smiling.
    Surrounded by nothing,
    Just me, the night sky, the full moon.

    Slowly, inch by inch,
    My smile widens,
    Beginnings of a laugh build,
    Bubbling inside me, frothing out.

    With a force of geyser
    Bursting out my mouth,
    Peals of laughter erupt,
    Shaking the silence out of its slumber.

    I laugh and laugh and laugh,
    Tears stream down my eyes,
    Run down my cheeks,
    I continue laughing my heart out.

    Neighbors come out,
    Rushing to their windows to peer,
    To murmur and shake their heads,
    Poor girl, she is now a Lunatic.

    But do they know why I laugh?
    Have they any idea at all?
    Not a chance, they just shake their heads,
    Murmur, call me mad.

    Whenever I see the full moon,
    I laugh till I cry,
    Remembering all the empty promises,
    The wasted dreams you shared with me.

    I laugh till I cry,
    Alone in my terrace,
    Looking at the full moon,
    Thinking of all I never had, all I have lost.

    ©distilled_thoughts

    #lunaticc #moon #dreams #promise #madness #girl #heartbreak #pod #memories #emotions #cry #laugh

    #reposts #ceesreposts #writersbay

    @mirakee @writersbay @writersnetwork @a_gentilischi @theinkdomain

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    The Lunatic

    ©distilled_thoughts

  • the_ardent_rhapsodist 1w

    Don't buy me those flowers.
    Dont pour me that wine.
    Write me two lines of poetry
    And show me your dreams.
    Steal my soul and we shall kiss!
    ©the_ardent_rhapsodist
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    #romantics
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    #poetry #romance #wine #flowers #love #dreams #poeticmadness #penaholic #rhapsody #rhapsodist #poetsofinsta #poetryaboutlove #poetrycommunity #the_rhapsodist #broken #love #madness.

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    Poems and dreams

    Don't buy me those flowers.
    Dont pour me that wine.
    Write me two lines of poetry
    And show me your dreams.
    Steal my soul and we shall kiss
    ©the_ardent_rhapsodist

  • uesher_mae 2w

    A simple poem for the night.
    #madness #mirakee #writersnetwork @mirakee

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    "Confession of a Madman"

    I'm a little bit mad
    Capable of being bad
    My mind's at war
    Thy heart's full of scar

    There are storms inside me
    I just wanna break free
    One of those sinners
    Yet I'm full of prayers

    ©uesher_mae

  • roel_gonz 4w

    Bluer than blue

    In the shade of trees
    I search for you
    I found only blue
    And in the edge of blue
    I see flickering darkness
    And in the black and blue
    I look for you
    Out of madness
    A reflection of sun
    Blinded my eyes
    Real you came upon
    And I lay myself in the pond
    Overwhelming colors collided
    Abracadabra
    And the spells can't save
    A melody of her craziness
    And roar in pain
    Finding you
    Wasn't easy
    I feel bluer than blue
    ©roel_gonz

  • outoftune_robert_anthony 4w

    Nada

    I've been here before

    This empty box where no words exist

    If you choose the madness that is writing
    you will be here many times

    I am numb
    I am void of all emotions

    I am a writer...

    ©outoftune

  • akshay_vasu 4w

    And when something makes you speechless, don't try to cage that in words. It is meant to be expressed without words, in silence, as it is felt by your soul. Many times, probably by trying to cage those feelings in words, we try to put the infinity inside a box. It is just madness.

    - Akshay Vasu

  • vaibhav_padmanabhan 5w

    I was searching a match for my madness
    And then there you come !
    ©vaibhav_padmanabhan

  • thebhavnasaxena 5w

    Mind

    The sun is just a yellow dot
    In the faraway sky, what can it
    Do to warm my skin, when there is
    A winterstorm in my heart?
    The sea is cold, but even as I
    Embrace its waves again and again,
    It doesn't give me any solace,
    How could it, when my blood is
    Wildfire running through my veins?
    Garden of Eden, the nectar of heaven,
    I have tried them all, but where does
    One run to, when one becomes a
    Thunderstorm, what is wilder, I
    Wonder, is it the world or my mind?
    ©thebhavnasaxena

  • krishnajha 6w

    ©krishnajha

  • pattypatrick 7w

    Madness driven depression
    Cold blooded slaughtering
    One's fragile insignificant existence

    ©pattypatrick

  • aphroditenow 7w

    Feb, 21, 2021
    Sunday
    9:30pm


    I saw him again at the same place on the same time. I stumbled and fell again. Only difference was this time I was the brittle, the fragile crashing against the concrete breaking my the core shaking the sanity.
    I was no longer the plasticine that would bend and not break. I was neither the stunningly beautiful yet resistant bone china. I was turned to a cold glass with broken edge the moment I stopped looking for the warmth in his lost gaze. Instead, I looked for the answers to all of my questions that would leave me restless. I searched me in his poems. I no longer placed me and him together. I no longer placed us in the shell I made with love and care. My doubt had possessed my faith. Perhaps I had never loved him well. Perhaps I loved his face, his eyes, his presence, even his name. His serene face made me feel everything in this world was right at its place. Perhaps I was the poison who had no peace or space. Perhaps I loved him only when I built him up inside my head.
    Today I saw him in clear daylight and couldn't find me. It was natural yet I burnt with a demonic rage. I killed him in stupor not knowing I was getting killed as well.
    And now here I am coming back to sense drowning in repentance. I had better not question. I had better let him be and had not looked for me....
    Sayantani
    ©aphroditenow

  • jaeseonlynn 8w

    (if u can't read)

    Her eyes feigned fire
    Ready to devour
    Yet produces a shower
    Of shallow water

    What should she feel?
    Rage or sadness?
    Well she felt both
    Is this considered madness?

    Laughter was heard
    Yet a tear is in the eyes
    People looked with worry
    But she knew all the lies

    Nobody cared
    No one knows her pain
    As she burns under a storm
    Of her own rain

    #burningwaters #rage #sadness #madness #lies #tears #pain #storm #rain #burning #water #depression #tired #sad

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    Burning Waters

    ©jaeseonlynn

    Her eyes feigned fire
    Ready to devour
    Yet produces a shower
    Of shallow water

    What should she feel?
    Rage or sadness?
    Well she felt both
    Is this considered madness?

    Laughter was heard
    Yet a tear is in the eyes
    People looked with worry
    But she knew all the lies

    Nobody cared
    No one knows her pain
    As she burns under a storm
    Of her own rain

  • penletting 9w

    series: mind
    part 2: tear

    the whelp howled -
    into night's nascent drips;
    insonant
    lunar craters trembled,
    as he climbed
    the windy stairs
    in blind joy!
    his tongue
    whipped beads of his being
    into the night's cold!
    denizens of the sky
    pranced around,

    cackling and cooing -
    calling him out,
    to journey long and hard!
    euphoria
    consumed his soul - as
    his neck laid torn
    in his predator's jaws;
    and in
    moon's witness,
    joy tore his heart apart -
    as he scaled
    the ascendant's pass!

    #poem #poetry #freestyle #poetryseries #mind #wring #musings #thoughts #existence #words #wordporn #questions #answers #self #tear #madness #euphoria #deranged

    @mirakee @writersnetwork

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    tear

    the whelp howled -
    into night's nascent drips;
    insonant
    lunar craters trembled,
    as he climbed
    the windy stairs
    in blind joy!
    his tongue
    whipped beads of his being
    into the night's cold!
    denizens of the sky
    pranced around,

    cackling and cooing -
    calling him out,
    to journey long and hard!
    euphoria
    consumed his soul - as
    his neck laid torn
    in his predator's jaws;
    and in
    moon's witness,
    joy tore his heart apart -
    as he scaled
    the ascendant's pass!

    ©penletting

  • allen2377 9w

    Madness

    I usually do not write, but sometimes you need to say things or you might end up in a tragedy, understanding yourself and your purpose of life is a must.

    Nowadays, people just want to hear the word "yes" as they have total dominance over your actions, if you ever thought of rejecting by a simple "no" it might cause a disaster.

    Why!?

    Because we reached that a request should be handled with total "obedience" trying to reject means overpowering that request, which causes a tragedy in every possible field.

    Truly Madness!

    Where and how? Just reject your parents, it is obvious you are the bad guy in it, reject a word order, you are unfriendly to deal with, reject a drink, you are rude.

    Samples of madness which causes total obedience and self narcism deep in someone.

  • hindikibindi 11w

    प्रेम और वासना में भेद है, केवल इतना कि वासना पागलपन है, जो क्षणिक है और इसलिए वासना पागलपन के साथ ही दूर हो जाती है, और प्रेम गंभीर है। उसका अस्तित्व शीघ्र नहीं गिरता।

    -भगवतीचरण वर्मा

  • a_gentilischi 11w

    Unlike the last post, this isn't based on any particular experience.
    But I think we've all been here... At the place where our own thoughts scare us.

    Also, I've kinda tried out the iambic pentameter within these lines, but even though the syllable counts are right the unstressed-stressed pattern is a little glitched.
    Corrections and constructive criticism more than welcome.
    .

    Kind of fished this idea out of an old @writersbay prompt. So thanks out to them.


    2021.01.25
    Written rights : ©a_gentilischi
    PC : Pinterest



    #mirakee #writersnetwork #pod
    @writersnetwork
    #madnessc #writersbay
    #thoughts #life #death #manic #madness

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    Do you see the raging madness inside me?
    Lassitude beneath my darkened eyes, sunken
    Spasms, paroxysms of thousand thoughts too fast
    Too fast to catch in these clumsy hands of mine

    Gossamer threads, soft silk of spider webs
    Over my eyes, my arms, my legs, my head, Argh!
    Beggar of words turned quintessential muse
    A prisoner of my own manic thoughts

    And such thoughts too! Surely, they would scare you
    Not just because they are rather crazy
    Or outlandish, desperate, or cruel
    But because you've had them in your head too

    Pray tell, is the madness inside you too?
    ©a_gentilischi