BEHIND THE SMILE
I won't cry anymore
I just need to breathe
I am okay
I am alright
I just need to feel LOVED.
I know it is just in my head,
You all love and care for me.
It's just in my head that I feel so UNLOVED.
I need some hugs and kisses,
To make me feel better.
I cannot describe what I feel,
I cannot say what I need.
Nowadays I just pretend to smile with
the sadness in my eyes.
I just feel so lost and
I often have some thoughts to end my life.
So hold me tight don't let me go.
I feel I am a living dead,
I need some love to come alive.
I want to beg, scream and cry for some help.
I want to reach for your hands.
Please just come hold my hand for me,
and listen to the words of my silence.
Just be with me for a while,
I just need some time to be fine.
I swear I am not mad, I just have some issues.
But please don't leave my hand.
I need some understanding and love for those days when I cry for no reasons.
I just need some peace of mind.
I want to live again with a smile, so bright
competing the sun.
I want to scream and come out my head,
I know you all love me so hold me tight
And give me some time.
And don't let die.