There are times
I feel empty,
I don't know what is missing,
I just feel empty.
It's like I don't want to do anything
just stay sprawled on my bed
and do nothing,
But then all the worries comes crashing on me,
As if saying;
How can you be so calm and composed,
You need to think about your future,
What are you doing,
What you want to do,
How to do it and many more,
Making the empty feeling turn into a very loud chaos inside my head,
Which I cannot get rid of,
Turning the emptiness into a bitter chaos.
Sometimes I feel like emptiness is better than the loud noise inside my head.