#long

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  • lemon_eyes 1w

    Creating Another Me

    All the pieces of me
    Left with you
    You didn't run or walk out
    You fought to stay
    Begging with broken cries
    Kneeling down to pray
    Making mistakes
    Trying to hard

    We couldn't lose each other
    Yet somehow life failed us

    And we lost both our souls
    In trying to be one
    I dunno is that it, am I done
    All I can say is it was no fun
    Dying under the warm winter sun
    An empty fall diving between an empty run

    A soul in the galaxy
    A mind in each star
    A traveler on each cloud
    A million deaths per world

    History is a lie
    The future is when we die

    Its a never ending cycle joy and pain
    Find laughs under the showering rain
    Slowly turning into an unwanted stain

    We lost our run
    We are dead breathers
    Running from our problems
    I dunno what to do goddamn
    I've never found a person
    That could be my you

    An imaginary lover
    Taking two in one me
    And creating another
    A devils laugh
    A broken smile with no guiding staff

    Breathing cold air
    Feeling warm air
    Feeding pain with nothing to spare
    Laughing about trauma without care
    At this point being alone isn't rare
    Even in such a world where all they do is stare
    Each with their own opinion to declare

    When people love you
    It doesn't give you a reason to love yourself
    Saying that it should, breaks the loved
    The ones that are completely out suffered

    A lack of breath
    Craving no life but not death
    ©lemon_eyes

  • caddy_1508 1w

    #long distance#fake love

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    People won't accept when we try to mingle!!
    ©caddy_1508

  • gaurisarswat 1w

    Let yourself speak, pour it all out to see how you shine after being conserved for long
    #loveyourself #feelfree #pouritout #artisticpen #pennypen #long.lost.light #lightwithin #staypoetic #freedomofthoughts #loveall

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    There's something about some things,
    You can't do anything about
    Sometimes I feel, what to write
    I get all blank
    So, I advise myself,
    Think poetic,
    To write poetic
    But then, it all seems pointless
    So, I just let my pen bleed
    Until it heals

    ©gaurisarswat

  • md_01deuty 1w

    ||Yaari||

    Dosti m karz chukana nhi hota
    Dosti m ehsaan nibhana nhi hota
    Bs dua h ye ki hmara sath uhi rhe
    Kyuki dostana kbhi purana nhi hota

  • kitabezindagi 2w

    "Don't worry, you got this", "yes I got this" these were the self-motivation sentences Almas was telling herself before entering the HR room for an interview, " just remember you have a family to feed you can't afford No", she reminded herself again, Interview went well and she got selected, this was her first job ever,

    On the first day of the job Almas was very nervous and didn't have any idea what's going on, " Good morning, everyone, this is Vivek your Hr, I want all of you to fill this form, it's for security purposes, you all have 30 min. to fill and submit, see you" Hr completed and exit the training room, 

    Almas took the form and looked for a pen in her purse, but soon realised she forgot the pen, she looked around, everyone was busy with their forms, it was embarrassing for her to ask for a pen, 

    "excuse me, can I sit here," the guy asked she nodded, the guy sit beside her and started filling his form too, 

    Almas gathered all her courage and asked for a pen " Do you have extra pen sir "? he looked at her interestingly and gave his pen and took another pen from the bag and filled the form, after submitting she tried to recall whom she borrowed a pen from, as she was nervous she didn't look at him, but she remembered he was wearing a green formal shirt, 

    "oh no, there are two guys wearing the almost the same color, what should I do now" she was scolding herself, " ok, now I have to ask both of them simple" she gathered her confidence again and walked to the guy talking with Hr " excuse me, Mr. is this your pen I borrowed, sir"? this time the guy looked her closely as no one in the entire room called him 'sir' he said with a smile "yes, " 

    this was their first meet,

    Training started, a few days later trainer asked them to create their profile on company portal, and the responsibility to complete the task was given to that guy only, "Miss. Almas, please come I need your details" he said, she walked to him and start giving details, 

    " your birth date?" he asked, 

    " It was 25 January," she said with a very low voice,

    "I am asking for your birth date not yesterday's date," he thought she is confused, 

    "I know and I am telling you my birth date only, it was yesterday," Almas replied with confidence,

    "Ohh, happy belated birthday, I thought you got confused" he chuckled, "I think we haven't introduced each other yet, my name is Sharjil" "Almas" she smiled,

    "I know, everyone talks about you here"

    "Really!? why ? have I done something wrong?"Almas was shocked,

    "no, no, it's just that you don't talk much, not even with girls" Sharjil replied,

    "I am not sure if I can make friends"


    "well, you should try at least, they are nice, hey! you can have lunch with us" Sharjil asked Almas,

    "Okay" Almas agreed to Sharjil,

    Almas was sitting on the last seat,

    "Almas, can I sit here," Sharjil asked after completing the given task,

    "hmm" Almas just nodded, 

    "If you are not comfortable I'll sit somewhere else"

    "no that's ok, please be seated" Almas replied quickly,

    "thank you," Sharjil said politely

    After an uncomfortable silence, Sharjil decided to start the conversation,

    "so, what are you doing here? I mean I know working, but why here, I heard your location is far from here" 

    "yes, it takes almost 2-3 hours to reach here" she replied

    "What!! are you serious ?" sharjil was shocked

    "yes, I am" 

    "wow, you are a very strong girl, but why are doing this?"

    "Discovering who am I" Almas replied with little sadness, however she couldn't tell him that she had no choice but to work, as she had a family to feed,

    "This place is full of bad people Almas, just be careful" Sharjil was concerned about her, both felt something but couldn't understand what is it,

    Time passes through Almas worked truly hard and completed the training,

    As time passes Sharjil and Almas came closer, 

    she never allows any boy in her life, but Sharjil and her relation was totally different, they use to sit together, eat together, having unlimited long long conversations, having fun together,

    One day Sharjil felt Almas is worried about something so he asked but Almas was not comfortable telling him he felt that, but few days later Almas was carrying same worries this time Sharjil couldn't control so he stopped her after shift end,

    "Almas, what's wrong?" Sharjil asked

    "no.. nothing, why " Almas tried to cover her face,

    "don't try to hide it, please tell me what happened? you are worried about something, I can see that" He holds her hand and asked as he was really concerned about her,

    Almas looked at Sharjil's hand and started crying,

    "Kaushik," she started but couldn't complete

    "Please don't cry, you know you can trust me, right! "

    "Sharjil, I don't want to work here anymore" she was unable to understand where to start from,

    "why Almas, please tell me what happened, is it about Kaushik?" Sharjil tried to guess,

    "Sharjil would you do me a favor please" 

    "tell me, you don't have to ask like stranger"

    "please kill me Sharjil, I want to die" Almas was crying badly,

    "How could you say something like this, I am warning you, you will not harm yourself, Please tell me what happened, we'll figure something out" Only Sharjil could understand how he controlled himself, "please stop crying and tell me, I am requesting you please..."

    "when you were on your holidays off, Kaushik was sitting beside me, he did something that's unexplainable" Almas covered her face with hands and started crying again, "now he touches me wherever he wants, it kills me Sharjil...."

    "and what you were doing? , didn't you reported it? you just tolerating him, why?" Sharjil tried to keep himself calm, however, he was extremely angry, but controlled himself and start comforting Almas by holding her hands tightly,

    "No, I can't do that, how can I say this to anyone else if I am not able to tell you?" Almas asked

    "Almas, you know I can break all his bones right away, but I won't do that, do you know why"

    "why"

    "because I want you to do that, the girl I know who's name is Almas, is a very strong girl, she admires me, she has the courage to face anything in life, she manages her job, family and friends positively, she is very helpful and kind yet no one can break her, I know my sister very well, she can fight and she will," Sharjil said

    Almas smiled didn't reply anything, sharjil started saying again

    "do you know everyone in the office thinks we are a couple," Sharjil asked her

    "hmm I know"

    "See people talked wrong things about us but you never did anything wrong, because we both know what we are and who we are, don't need to explain Anyone anything, but when someone makes a wrong move you have to raise your voice, whatever happens, I will be standing with you but I won't fight for you because I want to be your support system, not your wheelchair, you are my strong sister naa, tomorrow you are going to report it to the management, understood dear sister"

    Almas nodded in yes,

    The very next day she reported it to the management, and Kaushik got kicked out of the office, and one more good thing happened that day, manager stopped all workers and made an announcement, " Today we came to know about something very serious matter, I want all girls to understand this and also guys, you have to respect each and every single person in the office, girls!! if you feel anything bad is happening to you, you can just walk to me and report it, don't be afraid, I repeat please do not afraid of anyone, if any boy even if it's your senior touches you with wrong intentions,just walk to me, be blunt and report it, do you understand!!" all workers replied in chorus " yes , sir!"

    Almas found herself as a completely different person, A girl who was shy, a girl who couldn't complete her sentences infront of anyone told everything whatever was killing herself,a girl who is soft yet hard to break, 

    A girl who is in a public place is not a public property, she's responsibility, please understand this,

    one last massage for girls 'Be proud to be who you are, you don't need to be afraid of anyone, you have to help yourself and the world will help you,

    #life #love #longform #stories #inspiration #inspirational
    #zindagi #inspirations #hindi #quote #live #mirakee #life #long #story #pod
    @mirakee

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    Discovering who I am

    ________________________

    ©kitabezindagi

  • niharika_uh 2w

    Ghosting

    I strived to make us long lasting
    Little did I know your hobby was ghosting


    For the crime without an inkling
    You should be hung , for leaving me hanging

    ©niharika_uh

  • preranarathi 4w

    सिलसिला

    जब मैं खुद को ही नहीं जान पाया, तो तुझे कैसे जानुगाँ,
    जब मैं खुद को ही नहीं समझ पाया, तो तुझे कैसे समझुगाँ।
    जिंदगी बहुत छोटी हैं, और ये सिलसिला बहुत लम्बा हैं,
    मगर न होना मुझसे खफा तु, ये जिंदगी का ही हिस्सा हैं।

    - प्रेरणा राठी
    ©preranarathi

  • g03sachin 5w

    After#Long-time#On#Special Occasion#महिला दिन#

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    महिला शक्ती

    स्वातंत्र्य देशात अन्यायाच्या विळख्यात भरडलेल्या;
    असुरक्षितता असुन ही गगन भरारी घेणाऱ्या;
    बेधडक आवडत्या क्षेत्रात कौतुकास्पद यश मिळवणाऱ्या;
    किचन कट्टा ते राष्ट्रपती भवनात सिंहासनारूढ होणाऱ्या;
    घरच्या जबाबदारीचं ओझं घेवून औद्योगीक, तांत्रिक, अण् वैज्ञानिक पातळीवर चमकणाऱ्या हर एक तारकांना महिला दिनाच्या खुप खुप शुभेच्छा
    असंच जगभरात आपली किर्ती गाजवतं रहा
    G03Sachin

  • ainnedurrani 5w

    Ritah

    Suno yeh ritah ha ab zamany ki
    Yahan hath nhi pakra karty log...
    Dil lagta hain kuch waqt ko....
    Phir paarun ma masla krta hain log...
    Kisi ko nadani ma b yeh dukh na dana....
    Khuda naa maafi par utha rakhy hain aisa log....
    Ainne Durrani ❤️
    ©ainnedurrani

  • slotha 6w

    Oh?

    Something's different here.
    Will I be able to adapt?
    ©slotha

  • tia_writes_ 6w

    Long distance relationships...❣️

    Saab khete hai sacchi mohabaat maain kabhi duriyan nhi rehti...
    Par mera manna hai jo dur rehe ke bhi sacchi rehe wahi toh mohabbat hai........
    Kuch essa hi biswas hum dono rakhte thai .......kuch majboriyan rehti thi isliye dono dur rehte thai......
    Magr yeh duri bhale geographical thi....Dil se or social media se hum dono hamesha kareeb thai dur rehna muskil tha isliye hum aksar battein karte thai kabhi chats pe toh kabhi video call woh puchte thai aksar. Mujse kaise ho kya khaya , kya kiya sara din or main bhi kuch esse swal kiya karti thi........Hum dono aksar battein karte karte so jaya karte thai baahon
    main bahhein phelakar ek dusre main kho jaya karte thai.....
    Dur hokar bhi kitne kareeb thai hum or kareeb hokar bhi kitne dur thai hum..........

    ©tia_writes_

  • chandhini_p_s 6w

    #scribbles #him #time #miles apart #long-distance relationships #hope

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    I know he is out there,
    Working his ass off.
    I know he does miss me.
    But the busy schedule has choked him.
    All those missed calls.
    All those hours of not being able to talk to.
    Long distance relationships are really tough to handle.
    The hope ,that one day, i be in his arms,is what that keeps us going...
    ©chandhini_p_s

  • impavid 6w

    #long #way #high #school #love

    A long way


    Sometimes all I know
    Is I cannot determine
    How much I have missed
    To gain a time
    That lies in uncertainty,
    Somewhere in the future clocks
    I have come a long way
    From the guffaws in the corridors
    Which were dim lit in winters
    And strolling like they were
    A garden to the tired self
    Being buried in books all day;
    I have come a long way
    I miss the mysterious conversations
    From eye to eye, till heart to heart
    With folks I never knew
    Would be my personal favourites
    I miss you all, my sweet friends
    You're irreplaceable, my heart echoes
    Losing a lot, to gaining heart aches
    I have come a long way
    Missing you every day.


    ©impavid
    26/02/21

    Pc: rightful owner

    @mirakee @writersnetwork @readwriteunite

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    // Losing a lot, to gaining heart aches
    I have come a long way //
    ©impavid

  • sammiegirl 6w

    Emotion

    Goes without saying
    With emotions displaying
    I'm the drama queen for openly complaining
    With most people, you don't know what motive they're chasing
    Masquerading as something else,
    Notice they're faking
    Every time you don't have faith in me, its insulting as it is betraying
    You should be ashamed of yourself, this behavior, its degrading
    Emotions containing
    Oceans flowing still, and stay waving


    I hope you know what you're saying
    Emotions can be draining
    Who are you saving?
    What are you creating?
    To where are you escaping?
    A lot of people mistake their own making
    Then there's other people who don't know what they're facing
    What road are you taking?
    Is it both? Are you failing?
    Or are you lost that you're the only thing left remaining?
    Where you go, you will be paying.


    Something so amazing
    Contemplate the painting
    Swaying my fingers across the framing
    Its so engaging
    The colors you taste, give u more as you're craving
    Steady pacing
    The anticipation is enraging
    Engrave you in my heart with no intent of replacing
    Tracing you with my eyes,
    Gazing, exchanging trading looks at each other
    The space between us is almost embracing


    I'm so sick of waiting
    Wasting my time sometimes,
    Emotions decaying
    So broken I'm fading, and oh so
    Close to breaking
    I'm so sick of explaining myself
    When nobody is changing


    ©sammiegirl

  • itsmevasu 9w

    ©itsmevasu

  • yashvibansal 9w

    MY STORY
    The black bird you have seen
    It has been
    Me, me, me
    For alas, it cannot be we
    The fake love you had for me dear,
    Has been the cause of every tear
    That I have wept,
    Many sleepless nights have I slept.
    And yet I see you smile
    While
    With her you zoom around
    Whose heart you will soon break,
    Her pleas resound.
    Alas, I fear
    How I nurtured every year
    In cherished hope,
    While you were slipping around me like soap.
    Ah, love is a curse
    Cast in glittering verse.
    How I loved you
    And thought you loved me too.
    But one fateful night,
    When I was sleeping,
    Oblivious of the sight,
    Of you,
    And of your evil too,
    Near me you crept,
    While I still slept.
    In my heart you drove a knife,
    Hell bent on taking my life.
    I died
    Indeed
    But in my soul I still had life
    Grappling to grasp the wound of your betrayal.
    Off my soul flew like a bird,
    Wounded and hurt.
    I still caw in your garden,
    Your wicked den,
    While the evil in you craves,
    To send yet another young woman to an early grave.
    But fear not, my dear!
    Retribution is near.
    The day your soul flies,
    To the grave of lies,
    When you go to hell
    I shall fly down from heaven
    To your story tell.
    ©yashvibansal
    2019


    I wrote this when I was thirteen, two years ago.

    #revenge #hurt #betrayal #disorder #chaos #fake #pain #gain #bell #warming #warning #vanished #tears #gravity #air #floating #bird #black #crow #white #sea #sadness #welled #well #long #ring #woe #heaven #hell #hare #hound #wheat #heart #loveNpeace #musings #thoughts #pod@mirakee #daily #challenge #chal #imagination #destruction #whirlpool #emotions #crescent #soul #sprituality #loveNpeace #musings #thoughts

    Image credit to the rightful owner . I picked it up from Google.

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    My Story

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    ©yashvibansal

  • grotesque 10w

    Depression: 3.0

    Here I am again, in my worst
    Agonising pain. Those nights
    When I refine myself to
    Self-sabotaging; I incoherently
    Discover that I'm the one who
    Gets carried away with
    Nothingness! Subtlety, I am
    Not restraining or putting a
    Stop at my nonchalant mind.
    Yet, I am here every time I am
    Stuck in a loop of whether I really
    Exist or I just play a game with
    The universe, where I get to be
    The demon of my own kind!
    They say, I have blood in my
    Hands but all I see that I've
    Been butchered away for having
    Minimal emotions. I eat to feel the
    Taste going down to my stomach.
    As universe say, I'm all messed up
    In my own words & poetry. Do
    You really think as bitter as this
    Could also be a poem? I'm amused
    By my own existence sometimes
    Because the more I see, the more
    I know it is an absolute waste to
    Exist in a soil full of hypocrites.
    Yet I exist because I've been
    Exploiting oxygen for a while now.
    I can't help but breathe; a catastrophe
    Thus being avoided whenever I'm morbid.
    I make arrangements so that
    I do not hand over my soul
    To a monstrous human. But, unfortunately
    I am grotesque myself and I am
    Baffled between a jarringly
    Exquisite feeling and a demonic
    Voice. A voice that is telling me
    To run away hastily! But I choose
    The exquisite feeling to mar a
    Beautiful possibility of my end.
    Here I am again with my all.
    Progressive & disgusted with
    Those who seem to be honest
    With themselves even when no
    One is watching them. I sold
    Myself at the price of evolution.
    Look, what I've got now..few pills
    That puts me to sleep and a long
    Day that turns me productive.
    I am one of my own kind who can
    Work towards being emotion-less.
    And here I am again, looking out of the
    Window at my office in the 10th floor
    Thinking how it would feel if I'd threw
    Myself out of that window to fly
    Away or pass away forever. Sigh!

    ©grotesque

  • _disha_jn_ 10w

    I Hope.

    Hey, goodbye.
    I hope you remember me this time.
    I hope it left an impact
    I hope it would be different
    I hope you won't forget
    all the laughters we shared
    I hope you won't make me regret.
    I wish it could have been okay
    If only you could stay.
    But I know you have to leave
    I just hope that this time around
    I won't be left alone to grieve
    This time, I know something changed
    It was different and special in a way
    If only you didn't have to leave
    If only you could stay.
    Please don't forget that what we have is only between us.
    Please don't share it with anyone else.

    I'm insecure and afraid.
    Please don't break me again.
    Even though I already miss you
    I'm still anxious about your return
    What if you really don't remember
    What we had between us this summer.
    What if you change?
    Was it a mistake?
    What if it was all a waste?
    What if the memories we had, are recreated never?
    What if it becomes a ghost forever..?
    ©_disha_jn_

  • itsmevasu 10w

    #long distance relationship

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    ©itsmevasu

  • inside_out 10w

    Long distance diaries

    When you try to touch her, and the call gets disconnected.
    ©inside_out