I envy the steadfast
I envy the steadfast.
Those for whom what they want Is clear, without others reminding them constantly;
Those who do not stand others' pestering;
Those who do not waver;
Those who do not need constant reassurance;
Those who won't listen to uninteresting, undending monologues just so the other person feels better;
Those who are not haunted by self- doubt, self- pity;
Those who don't have to watch a Korean drama to remember what love was like;
Those who don't need to be dragged back to reality every single time they feel okay.
If only I could show them what goes on inside someone who NEEDS them all!!
Probably, then, they will finally let me be.