I've done everything in my power to move on. I've deleted pictures. I've deleted your number. Threw out all the shit that reminded me of you. You've moved farther away. When I say everything, I mean everything. Still one thing remains, the love and life we shared. It haunts me and my life feels like a dream. I'm living a life I know doesn't belong to me. Just when I feel I am better you creep up in my dreams. I'm just connected to you, to us. Even when there is a no us. All I am left with are whispers of the past and one question remains. How am I supposed to just live without you because if this is it, this ain't living.