-to, my driblet
I cannot swing by your locality and not look out for you, the times together finally comes to hold,
This is the time for you, so young and anew,
All these 6 years enfolded, right in front of us.
From today to back then, Do you remember, when we boarded the same school bus? we have come a long way, from you stealing my lunch box to now, us cooking maggie together.
I had seen you leaving for so many places but this time it hits different.
New country, new course and all I want to do is to hold your hands, let the wind blow and feel the ocean waves current.
There had been times when words didn't work but your hugs did, the distance did not but closeness did. There had been times that amidst the crowd all I saw and breathe, was your smile, your height, weirdly, even looked at your thighs.
(Paas aaiye ki hum nahi aayenge baar-baar, baahein gale Mei daalke, hum roo le zaar-zaar)
Right now, I'm listening to lag ja gale and we aren't talking and all I'm thinking is to ask!
Are you going to hug me for the last time? Hold me for the last time? Kiss me for the last time? Cry with me for the last time? Ask me to call you for the last time? Would we be able to be on calls for irrelevant stories? Sleepy texts, car drives, with no context. Would we?
A bit much of questions and we can't answer
A bit many emotions and we can't express.
All I wanna ask for is to share the same sky, the moon, the sun at the same time together.
All I wanna do is to stop at red lights, grab your chest until you blabber.
It's adorable when you giggle, squish and ask me to stop. If I could, I would rewind time, do anything whatever it takes.
I promise you, you will make it, you will ace it.
I have seen the small you, I have seen you grown.
With you, I can't wait to watch the sun-set and gaze at the moon.
With you, I can't wait to desire morning sex and those tirey sleepy noon.
we could move ahead, but I will always carry the half of you in me and so will you, your name is intertwined in mine.
Love, the world is yours to keep, all I ask now is to be able to guard you down.
to be able to run my fingers on your back, and let you fall on my lap until you sleep.
There would be times when we wouldn't talk or couldn't talk.
There would be times when we would stalk to keep a hold of each other lives.
Just remember to think of me when you go to sleep. Just remember to not let go.
Because one day I wanna watch you, drive, jump, cook, shout, cry, love - all over in person, again
Without you, I see and feel void, I need to hear your voice at least once,
Without you, I hear no sound, just noise.
It was for you, I felt funny for the first time, sometimes sobbed myself to sleep, dived down deep in the ocean of thoughts, overcame a ton of fights and taut.
You are truly special, and nobody can ever replace you. You are in me, and will always be.
I wanna see those eyes shine,
That smile align, I wanna see you grow, be kind.
That laughter that glows.
I can't share your forehead kisses, your pats, the sex.
I can't have you shared
Don't you dare?
आइ लव यु। मिलते रहना।