Miraquill
I have a curse,
A curse to feel loved,
But,
Never to love again,
So I want a lover,
I don't have to love.
I have been served
Imprecation filled with
Anxiety and emptiness.
I will push you away
But demand to stay
I won't love him
But
He must read me,
So, I want a reader
Whom I don't have
To write anything.
I will go,
I can't stay,
But I want you
to hold on and
Dance with me
On the cracking floor
Of the station
On the music that
Has no sensations
I want a partner
But
I won't have to stay
With one, everytime.
I am a bad witch,
I have flesh that
Don't really exist
Specifically on me,
I have a heart
That doesn't feels,
But only pumps blood.
I want a soul
That breathes now,
But
I can't always breathe.
Here, kiss me
When I am withering
Get me the moon
If I ask you for it
Bring stars to my
Grey room
I want it to shine
But listen,
I am born
with darkness
I have it in me
So,
I won't love
scintillations.
I want fulfilment
But I can't stay with it,
Because
I am hollow inside,
My bones are a cage,
I will trap you
But won't keep
Forever.
I am empty,
I will stay that.
I want a lover
I don't have to love.
I want a feeling
I don't have to feel
forever.
@_priya__
This is written SO well.