In the end it was just me and my thoughts
A painful trap, long after you were gone
A beautiful, treacherous,
Maybe I didn't try, maybe you stumbled in the lies
But somewhere in the middle, we fell into a mask
We say 'I love you' but are we fine?
No one asks.
This bandaid you gave me won't help my bleeding gunshot
I gave you roses to ammend- what a silly thought.
You were only in it for the glittery fame
Here I was thinking you weren't playing a game
But wait, I'm still not enough
You left me bound in these cuffs!
Everyday I wish I'd gone the extra mile
Yet everyday I know you enjoyed the little quarrels
Your heart wasn't in it,
So here I am trapped in chains, ready to quit
'Pity, what a shame'
'They were such a perfect couple'
'I hope he treated her right, never started a fight-'
Yes, my heart keeps aching!
Every moment spent breaking
Something deeper inside, that you left shattered
My mind forever scattered
Make it make sense, my love
If you were unhappy why not just leave?
Why cheat then twist my mind to make me still believe?
Someday I will find the key
To break these chains you left on me
But for now I'll sit untrusting, never let another in
You could've said no to the first date
But instead you chose to sin.