A reason to breathe
There's a wall I've started building virtually around me with these fears and failures. In the middle is a tiny pit full of disappointments that life gifted me. It pulls me deeper and deeper into the labyrinth, feeding on my nightmares; crushing me when the nights are passing lonely. A reason is all that is needed, to let me live. Folks struggling inside me, after endless failed search missions, have decided to pull the plugs. As they are being pulled out, there's panic siren alarming all over me as I lay struggling to breathe. Yet my dear heart dares to utter your name. Jaan. I saw the light finally seeping through my flooded tunnels.The reason, it sparked. You. Be my reason; To stay alive.