I miss you
You never know what truly hurts you until you sit back and analyse all the things that do hurt. And What truly hurts is the one thing that makes your heart clench tighter. Lots of things hurt but what hurts the most is. That you get I ignored without even properly knowing the reason. We were together for a short period of time. That time looked soo perfect as if I had known you for years.
You were so sweet, so innocent and the most honest person I ever got to meet. I loved your voice and all your tantrums. You made me feel secure more than anyone ever did.
That's what I loved most about you. And in such a short period of time you had me completely. I don't really know what I have done for you to leave me like this.
You said you were there to be the good thing in my life you were there to be my respect, my love, my support my everything and now when you have gone I am left with nothing no love, no respect, no support as if I am alone in this world.
You told me you wanted to be with me, live with me, get attached to me and survive with me through every thick and thin but all you did was, you ran away when things got harder when things got out of control. You told me that I was everything you had but all you did was leave me when I cried to you to stay and to be with me.
I can fake a smile. I can pretend to be okay.
I can do it all. But just don't expect from me to be perfect.... Cause I am only human I am just learning to deal with everything and you knew it all. You knew everything about me as if you stayed inside me what I felt how I felt but still you left me.
I still see you. I still think about you.
The only difference is some time ago whenever I missed you I used to call you or message you. But all I do now is miss you.