It's been 2 years 3 months and 5 days when it was all over between us. Doing something without telling me had been your habit, always. And this the thing you did in the last time while leaving me, leaving this world. . Leaving the world! All scenario I visualize unconsciously. I was unable to find the breath in you. You was only flesh with bruises all over it. Those closed eyes I saw for the last time where I had seen myself many times.I was staring at your lifeless body that happened in the car accident. Memory stings, stings when you are not with them with whom you made. Even you ever forget ,some thing, places, people will make you remember and stinging is unavoidable. . They say move on, but how? nobody has answer and all things were relied on the time. Once you said 'life must move on, the same saying 'show must go on' a show, a life! and may be that's what I am going to do today. . I love you and I am moving on today, with the refresh Monday morning. Before that I want to do many things. . I am going to drink the coffee with 3 spoons of sugar as you liked ever even though I am bitter coffee person. . I will wear the kurti you gave me and those simple pearl stones. . I will play your vidoe game. 'The notebook' was your favorite, right! I will watch it alone. . I will go to the silver beach where we used to sit and talk for hours. Not only romantic but sometimes on polity, social issue where we argued sometimes. . I will go for the scooty ride, I will be wearing the helmet once you gave me on my birthday so I could be safe i am carrying you concern today too. . I will go to the restaurant where you always ordered white pasta. I will have it today. . I will read those remaining 40 pages of your last book... . In the evening I will cook the food may be the same way tastless but enough to show you my love... . I will be sleeping by playing your favorite songs playlist And I hope with the sleep I'll forget you, me, us. May be I'll love tomarrow too but 'Life must move on.' will be remembered.