Realise that pain? It still hurts, isn't it? Doing something wrong for yourself is fine, you can still turn it around. What about those right things that you did for the people who only considered you as the need for that moment.
And, i wanna love again, love, like it's one last time, when you were good to me, where my eyes cried to you, love, before saying grace, when everything clicks on, where regrets are resolved, and, i wanna sleep again, sleep, like it's only a vision, of us getting in together, hallicinating, yet tempting, who knows, in due course, maybe, nevermore.