I often ask myself about who am I?
Sometimes I feel like sunshine,
And other times, I'm the darkest void,
Consuming everything that passes.
I'm that cheery friend,
That will make you happy over anything.
And sometimes I'm like a dark Kitsune,
Feeding on pain, fear and insecurities.
I can be that Over possesive girl,
The most caring one for you.
And I am the one who will lose
her limits to get back to you after a fight or
Socialising is my quality I say,
Yet I ghost everyone I find in the way.
Some days I am happy with even a single person by my side,
Yet the thought of me being with everyone,
Makes me feel so lost at times.
I feel like I'm the chaos and still I can be the calm.
I'm the yin to my own yang.
I feel like this huge ocean on a full moon night,
My waves up so high.
And the next moment,
I'm like this stagnant pool.
I start where I end.
Or maybe I never do.
Maybe my two sides are only in my head.