Hesitant and unsure, I made a decision on 14th October, 2021, a Thursday.
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My parent were confused, shaken
Suddenly, unsure 'bout their own decisions
I wrung 'em dry and stirred 'em
Out of their cocoons, their haven
I returned the favour after all these years
Did it break my heart?
Sometimes I'd wonder if I'll ever heal
Years of selfish, ignorant, uninformed decisions
An exquisite recipe, manifested
Catered to the mess that I am today
Lesser than a picture-perfect portrait
Zoned out, I breathe, in patches
Was I right to do that?
You're asking the wrong person.
Could I possibly agree anymore?
Like a lamb that's taught
That heaven lies at the slaughter's
I followed their songs for years
That is non-existent.
A fool, I was, yesterday
But today, what maketh me?
Our sins or God's blessings?
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