How come with cigs I could see you,
but when I drank there was always two?
Can't hurt what's invincible
when you can't tell you're miserable.
Common sense saved and damned,
cause when I wanted to spaz,
it said "you can't.
Look to the future."
I am, you're cruel.
I see nothing in your plans.
Maybe I'm just a small minded man,
maybe I'm selfish too.
Maybe I don't want to think things through.
Maybe it's too many maybes cause I'm scared to lose.
"What, what can you prove?
you're a stooped bitch,
Might as well have been born with two lips,
shit that means two things, don't it?
Well never mind, my heart has that bulletproof vest.
Life is what tests but I failed so many times, is my IQ lower than...Nah, I'm supposedly "gifted," right?
Is it possible you could've proof read
my script into a shit song?
I write all night long, means nothing,
words are an extension of me bluffing.
To my new cousin
we were talking relationships.
A womans breakup is a sad song for a few hours then she's fine.
had to sit back, not say a word for a while.
Is that all it takes...time?
What it takes to kill feelings,
(I know some better methods,
follow me down, let's test it.)
so for more than a few years my fears were wrong?
Should it be that easy to move on,
and am I what's wrong?
Lies covering questions
posing as lessons,
I reckon that's the story I'll preach before my pension
if it ever comes.
The world ain't sunshine and rainbows, but it can be moonshine and chainsmokes.
it can be love and you can be enough, if you're too far gone to give a fuck.
So long as the pain goes,
even if it lays low.
Even if it's the same slow
burn that keeps my brain cold.
So long as it plays gold
over and over, days old.
Keep the train's flow
smoother with that Old Crow.