All I Ever
All I ever know is heartache.
I never even get the chance.
It slips away beneath my fingers just the like ocean's sand.
My love runs much deeper than the ocean ever can.
Death to my heart is brought quickly by the reaper, just as quickly as as I found a keeper that my heart demands.
I lay around heartbroken,
Time after time it ends,
before it ever even had the chance to begin.
A curse unbearable to live with.
Why must it be this way.
I only wish for once I could have a love that would stay.
Sometimes it blossoms, only then to die.
And each time it happens I die a little more inside.
Sometimes it is only a seed that begins to sprout,
but becomes a useless seed because it was ripped out of the ground.
I don't know how I manage to live another round.
I keep it on the inside, and try not to make a sound.
People could never understand, the love my heart demands, and the one that does that sees past my facade, well it always comes right to a stop.
Why do I always become so teased with true love.
It's all I ever live for, it's all I ever dream of.
The pain is like no other, it never goes away.. Like a scar it fades, but leaves memories that will always remain.
It takes you by surprise,
when someone captures your heart inside their eyes.
Because they see past the surface, and the beauty that's in mind.
No one knows the struggle that I live through in life, They think they have felt pain, but they never have had death after death of love happen time after time.
It is hard to keep hope, And not just drift away.. These are the things that can cause a person to go insane.
I would rather not know love at all rather than to keep feeling this way, It's like a cycle that repeats itself, Just like the sun that rises, and sets day after day.
It shines for the meantime, but then it goes away, and leaves you in the dark until a new day. But the only difference is day or night it stays, And causes my heart more, and more dismay.