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Everything is fictional in this story.This story is long but it took hours to write it,stay and read this.Thank You ! Inspiration by a short film about hallucination. __________________________
14 MAY, 2017 On that day there were some functions & programs in college for "Mother's Day".I was feeling very exhausted and was having a headache.I used to live in rented house only with my husband,he wasn't there that day.He went on a business trip for a week.
Then I came back home and with laziness I woke up and made a cup of coffee.After having the coffee,I lay down for some sleep.Didn't knew when I went into deep sleep. *Doorbells ringing*ringing* So i woke up with lil blurry eyes and heard some voice of a little boy crying.I went to open the door,what I saw there was shocking & got terrified at first.I saw that innocent face again,the face of my beloved 5yr old son whom I had lost an year ago due to his health issues.So, i left all these thoughts and asked him "Beta aap itti raat me yaha ky kr rhe ho"? He didn't say anything and weeping continuously.
And he just said a sentence with his teary eyes & shivering body "मां, डर लग रहा है".My heart trembled when this sentence hit my ears as it was the last sentence of my son which he whispered in my ears in the hospital that day.I didn't thought anything and lifted him up in my lap and took him to my room.While dabbing him on his tiny back i asked him calmy "Aapka naam kya hai beta"? He said "सृजन". Then he hugged me tightly and fell asleep.I stared at him for a while and didn't know when i caught my eye.
*Phone ringing*trin trin trin... My sleep got disturbed again.I lazily looked at the wall watch its 10:25 A.M,the boy wasn't there i felt terrified again.As soon as i wanted to tell this to my husband again the phone started ringing i picked up the call as soon as I say something,my husband started speaking *Hello where are you, I have called you 10 times..."Have you taken your Anti - Hallucination pills yet"? Hello..hel...oo*call declined".
__________________________________________ Was that hallucination or the love connection of son & mother.What was that?Was that not real?Was that just in my head?Was i just hallucinating?
"When you carry a life in your body and its there. If its gone a part of your soul dies.Again I trapped myself in the cage of questions".
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I could see her!! Yes ,it was her sitting right beside my bed.
I remember it was an exhausting day and dad was out on his business trip... mom and I had a fight that night . Things were abruptly abnormal,but it happens sometimes.
My granny (AMMA ) loved me the most and it was my general attitude to talk to her after any terrible day. But I knew that day I couldn't because she was in coma for the last two months (after accidentally I pushed her down the stairs ).
Many at times after that incident I hallucinated and was under consultation of a doctor ( and for sure I was taking my medication without fail)
I slept crying but all of a sudden at 3:03 o'clock my eyes opened and I saw my Granny sitting right beside me on her rocking chair and smiling (as if she was enjoying seeing me asleep) . I couldn't say a word but was constantly looking at her. My eyes widened when she started singing " So jaa meri rajdulari .... kahe nindiya n aae " I stepped down from my bed and put my head on her lap. She started making a pony of my open hair ( which she usually did coz she believed sleeping with open hair was a bad omen ) . And then I remember her fingers moving all through my hair .
I was fast asleep on her soft lap ... I could feel the smoothness of her silk saree on my cheeks .
I woke up with my mom's shout but I was sitting on the floor in the same position with my head on her rocking chair but my granny (AMMA) wasn't their , she usually never left me asleep like that.
I went to my mumma's room where she said that granny was dead and doctors informed that she died in the evening itself.
Trust me it was her!! I could feel her tender hands and silk saree... And I definitely don't sleep walk. What was it ?? I heard her singing but she was dead long before . Did she come to bid me farewell?? Or was cursing me for being guilty for whatever she was going through.
I was watching a music video in which there's a scene of a riot and swat is flashing the lazer pointer guns. For a moment it looked like edm show lights. So here I'm depicting a person getting lost and hallucinating during a riot that he's in a show, later realising where he actually is.
I know it is super weird but I just wrote this as it printed on my brain.