I feel the warmth upon my face as I enter the land of God's good grace, Friends and loved ones gone before, waiting here beyond the door. With open arms they welcome me, amazement in my eyes they see. They look so well and at their best, beauty beholds them now they rest.
I walk across the grass so green, the greenest grass I've ever seen, I jump and skip and bounce on air, it's almost like there's nothing there. A sky of blue, not a cloud in sight, perpetual day no darkest night. Every flower is in full bloom, undefined colours of every hue.
The streams and rivers crystal clear, no rubbish or decay found here. The sea is calm and turquoise blue, I long to test it, wouldn't you? The softest sand beneath my feet, at the water's edge where they both meet. The warmest waters gently flow, bathing me from head to toe.
A city built of alabaster walls, where translucent light illuminates the halls. Theatres of music and concerts too, magnificent galleries for all to view. Amazing sights for me to see, I just wander in, there's no entrance fee. Libraries stacked with books galore, history, science and many more.
The celestial sun does forever shine, it's a perfect temperature all the time. Orchards here overflow with fruit, a taste in itself that is quite exquisite. I'm told it will help my soul to restore, pick what I like, there is plenty more. This ethereal plain is a pure delight, it's my new home, my God given right.
There is nothing here to cause me fear, the Lord protects within his sphere. An infinity of perfect peace, from the toils of earth I am now released. I have landed on a higher realm, in perfect harmony to forever dwell. So believe when I tell you my dear friends, you cannot die, life never ends. -----------------------------------------------------------------------------
She evades my mind; Even as she lays in front of me weeping. I yearn to erase those signs of her despair, But alas forgive me love, my shortcomings restrict me; I'm only a soul without a form to take, Not seen, nor heard, just recalled sometimes on a varied assortment of days. The composer to my heartstrings crumbles there, just a few inches afore me, Her hands grazing over my photo since the day I left. Agonizingly I can do nothing but hopelessly stare After all what I am, comes with rules obeyed by all deites and realms. At least once everyone has wondered, Where does one go when they have exhausted their mortality And so here I'm to answer your question, Death comes like a long awaited old foe, It greets you and takes you for tea while you anxiously wait for what comes next Though dismal your soul, you can't help but ponder Will the antagonist of every life ever, take you to the haven his twin oversees, Or will the sadist keep you for themselves to add to their anthology of sinners Sipping his tea in a poise only the grim reaper can master He smiles devilishly and breaks the news That everything you ever conjured about death in your finite imagination was not a bit true. Voice flowing like sweet poison, deadliest of them all Wisdom dripping with each word the ancient one says "Now that you're no longer burdened by the notion of existence, I shall tell you the enigma of afterlife. Listen clearly and swallow the truth I bestow upon you, As you exit from the lives of your loved ones, in charge of their survival you will be, Choose one for once and all; So for eternity their guardian archangel you would be. You will see them, You'll hear them However they won't know your presence in the slightest bit. You will be there every second of every passing day, Their shadow you shall be, concern of yours will only be their life's longevity Furthermore if you dare misuse your might, stripped of them, you'll beg for mercy So Child beware not to expose your presence nor try to reach what isn't within your limits. I must now tell you this sincerely, If limits are crossed, you will be banished to my personal care And then you will never meet in eternity as the original script entails. The foreboding moment is now here, tell me which one you'll choose The dearest of your dears." And for a moment I had a choice to make, But my conflict resolved when I remembered mum was there for dad as well. At that thought a smile sprung up on my lips, Though soon vanished when the devil broke my hopes "No, you can't meet her," he said answering my thoughts, " Your mother and you will reunite only after you've both fulfilled your jobs" That's alright I thought at once ,we've got time and the wait is a whole lot of worth. The answer was clear as I determinedly looked at him,with a smile I announced "I'll protect her, the bearer of my promises of eternal love, till the sun sets on her time on earth and to the time she's ready to join me, In the place where the Sun and the moon share the same space Where we could start eternity together and never to separate again." And then as I finish those words, I'm spiralling downwards to the place I belonged As I look up, I see her, silently whispering in her ear, 'I kept my promises of loving you till my last breath , now it's time I promise you forever and ever again' And so I became her guardian spirit, her being so close to fingers but farther than lightyears it feels Its a bittersweet circumstance, Seeing her all the while, knowing someday we'll encounter again Instead of the goodbye I never got to say, I'll sing her songs of infinity But Knowing that someday he'll come for her just as he did for me And then I'll fail at my commands and he'll take her where time's not a thing. We'll be together and thats a hell of an epilogue But there's something alluring about impermanence of humanity That I'll always regret not spending with her and the memories that never got to be.
#family#love#loss#grief#comfort#guardianangel This started out as a poem but it evolved as I wrote. I thought I would make Granddad's note rhyme and flow like a poem but the main bulk just be written as a story. This is something I think we can all relate to in some way. Grief and loss is a traumatic and awful thing to face. There is no time limit on grief and no set way to get through it. We may never full get over the loss but we can learn to live our lives in their memory.
I don't know how you feel about guardian angels and stuff like destiny and more so I can't say if it's fictional or not. Personally I do believe in that a superior power do exists. Enjoy the lines... ______________________________________________________
_MY GUARDIAN ANGEL- a story about spiritual power_
It was a dark night Moonlight was shining bright My bed sheet wad held tight I had a secret fright I wanted to switch on the light But I didn't wanted to enable my sight To open my eyes I had full right But to my conscience I felt something not felt right
I wasn't scared of darkness, but somewhere I was Something may happen to me and become my wound's secret cause I gathered courage and sat up feeling kinda engrossed I saw a lady in all white...and I stared her in shock The sight was scary but the vibes was not I wanted to know the purpose so I asked her what it was She shivered and haunched...and smiled She told me,"Am the guardian angel and you are mine!" I screamed,"SO AM I DEAD!"..chills ran through my spine She replied," no dear..calm down..I'll explain the purpose of mine.. She told me the words I always wanted to hear If I conclude..she is my guardian angel along with the secret keeper before I share
That night I got to know a secret never told before I got to know, no matter what, you never walk alone There is a superior power attached to us..unknown For them we are the kings who already has his throne This might seem unusual but is the powerful reality Always guiding us to our destinations is its speciality This spirit helps us not to have regrets or feeling of guilt This has the power of making us have superior mighty We all are here to create our destiny Somethings might be pre decided but what we'll create will last beyond infinity~
______________________________________________________ PS:It may seem different ... I mean the last para might seem to be totally different from the 1st 2 paras but it is slightly connected..
Tonight as I gazed up upon the stars, a deep purple vision presented itself growing out of the brightest star in the sky. It was a phenomenally powerful experience. When guardian angel's appear in different colors, purple signifies mercy and transformation. The Universe's sign to me that I am on the right path and all my wildest dreams are about to come true. Keep believing, manifesting all I desire into my world. Something big is on the horizon
एक मां ही है जिसके लब्बो पे कोई शिकायत कभी नहीं आती, दुनिया कितनी भी बदल जाए, इस रिश्ते में मिलावट कभी नहीं आती! घर से निकलने से पहले जो मां का आशीर्वाद लेता है, सुना है उसके रास्ते में रुकावट कभी नहीं आती! वो चुप चाप रह कर सभी तकलीफ सहती है, मां के चेहरे पर थकावट कभी नहीं आती! वो साथ देती है हमारा हर हार जीत में, हमारे बुरे दौर में भी मां के प्यार में गिरावट कभी नहीं आती!