I remarked that scientists are observers of the outside world and artists are observers of the inside world (mind,soul,etc); I am the one who's looking inside myself and see the reflection of how my subconsciousness recognizes the outside world... Therefor I am looking at both, the outside and the inside. It's like I am inside the box staring at the outside and at the same time I'm outside the box staring at the inside.
The subconsciousness opens doors we never thought could be real.
I see the distorted, maybe mirrored reality, but it's still a version of the real world.
I am the abstract scientist - recognizing the view between mirrors.