Smoke rising from the burning fire
Tries to hide the warmth and the light
Dims the spirit to fight
The fears grip the heart tight
The courage doesn't come in sight
The walk for happiness takes you
Through dark, gloomy night
Not every choice you make is right
Broken hearts are often void of might.
But the darkest moments are the goodbyes
A few even leave you without that last goodbye
The moment between saying goodbye and leaving
Drains you of all your love and faith.
She evades my mind; Even as she lays in front of me weeping. I yearn to erase those signs of her despair, But alas forgive me love, my shortcomings restrict me; I'm only a soul without a form to take, Not seen, nor heard, just recalled sometimes on a varied assortment of days. The composer to my heartstrings crumbles there, just a few inches afore me, Her hands grazing over my photo since the day I left. Agonizingly I can do nothing but hopelessly stare After all what I am, comes with rules obeyed by all deites and realms. At least once everyone has wondered, Where does one go when they have exhausted their mortality And so here I'm to answer your question, Death comes like a long awaited old foe, It greets you and takes you for tea while you anxiously wait for what comes next Though dismal your soul, you can't help but ponder Will the antagonist of every life ever, take you to the haven his twin oversees, Or will the sadist keep you for themselves to add to their anthology of sinners Sipping his tea in a poise only the grim reaper can master He smiles devilishly and breaks the news That everything you ever conjured about death in your finite imagination was not a bit true. Voice flowing like sweet poison, deadliest of them all Wisdom dripping with each word the ancient one says "Now that you're no longer burdened by the notion of existence, I shall tell you the enigma of afterlife. Listen clearly and swallow the truth I bestow upon you, As you exit from the lives of your loved ones, in charge of their survival you will be, Choose one for once and all; So for eternity their guardian archangel you would be. You will see them, You'll hear them However they won't know your presence in the slightest bit. You will be there every second of every passing day, Their shadow you shall be, concern of yours will only be their life's longevity Furthermore if you dare misuse your might, stripped of them, you'll beg for mercy So Child beware not to expose your presence nor try to reach what isn't within your limits. I must now tell you this sincerely, If limits are crossed, you will be banished to my personal care And then you will never meet in eternity as the original script entails. The foreboding moment is now here, tell me which one you'll choose The dearest of your dears." And for a moment I had a choice to make, But my conflict resolved when I remembered mum was there for dad as well. At that thought a smile sprung up on my lips, Though soon vanished when the devil broke my hopes "No, you can't meet her," he said answering my thoughts, " Your mother and you will reunite only after you've both fulfilled your jobs" That's alright I thought at once ,we've got time and the wait is a whole lot of worth. The answer was clear as I determinedly looked at him,with a smile I announced "I'll protect her, the bearer of my promises of eternal love, till the sun sets on her time on earth and to the time she's ready to join me, In the place where the Sun and the moon share the same space Where we could start eternity together and never to separate again." And then as I finish those words, I'm spiralling downwards to the place I belonged As I look up, I see her, silently whispering in her ear, 'I kept my promises of loving you till my last breath , now it's time I promise you forever and ever again' And so I became her guardian spirit, her being so close to fingers but farther than lightyears it feels Its a bittersweet circumstance, Seeing her all the while, knowing someday we'll encounter again Instead of the goodbye I never got to say, I'll sing her songs of infinity But Knowing that someday he'll come for her just as he did for me And then I'll fail at my commands and he'll take her where time's not a thing. We'll be together and thats a hell of an epilogue But there's something alluring about impermanence of humanity That I'll always regret not spending with her and the memories that never got to be.
Hallo love, How are you doing? It's been really long since i heard anything from you I hope your doing..just fine without me That's why you never respond to my latter's..i wrote you hundreds of letters all this time but, Today is the last time I'm writing to you so read carefully my love It's a last letter from me to you.