Another year passed and we have successfully fought and survived corona. I hope this year goes well too. In sha Allah we'll be able to complete this year successfully too. I also hope RM, Suga and Jin get well soon. In sha Allah they will.
New Year is my fav day of the year. I like it more than my b'day. It helps me forget and leave the painful past behind and start a beautiful future.
My new year resolution is to complete my story anyhow by 2 months. I have been too lazy last year but I surely won't be procrastinating this year.
I also want to be better at my studies so I'll try to concentrate on school more.
2021 was a really special year for me. Lots of good things happened to me this year. I don't know why but after Corona I started having the most precious moments of my life.
The year was full of joy and family interactions. I got a lot closer to my family than I was before. I would talk to my cousins literally everyday. They're my best friends.
I also started stanning bts last year. I don't remember how long I've been stanning blackpink but last year I was an amazing blink as much as I remember.
I also started praying regularly and stopped skipping prayers thanks to my sister. I also started learning Arabic and thus I felt myself getting closer to Allah.
I even made new friends and also met a bully for the first time at school. Although she didn't bully me yet but I know she's planning to bully me after school starts again. I hope I'll be able to ignore her. I also met a very precious friend. He was really fun to talk and it was fun to prank him. I miss him now as he went to hostel and they don't allow phone there.
I also wrote my first story in Wattpad last year and it was my 1st ever kpop ff and also bts ff. It's name is 'Mrs. White and the Seven Heirs' . I would appreciate it if you read it in case you use Wattpad. If you don't find it then simply search:
This year was a huge mess. If i would say in a sentence. And like lot many people, who convince themselves, and others, specially towards the end of the year, to believe that they had a rocking year, sorry to disappoint you guys! I didn't had a rocking year, it was tiresome, and hustling! I am not complaining about it, but it is what it is. I'm grateful for the good part of it, the better ones, and the few best moments too. Largely this year was more into love and friendships and care and kindness. There were so many Deja Vu moments, where life saved me, and frankly i met so many marvelous people, in real life, those who taught me so much. It indeed was a learning year, and i explored a lot about myself. And i feel, I've grown into a better writer this year, with my two novels, and receiving even POD and multiple WN reposts. More than that, I've found so many faithful readers, and I'm grateful for them. This year gave me chills, and i was forced to work even when my body ached in pain. And with this year ending, I've one thing very sure in my head, and heart, that i regret nothing. And i guess, that's the best way to say Goodbye!
DEAR ME, Isn't it weird what we went through. We made it at some point! Look at us! I'm so proud of US. We Know that hurt, that abuse, that trauma, that spiralling emotions we go through daily was such a handful. WE KNOW many days we refuses to wake up! But guess what?! We did wake up!! We did it! We KNOW that endless time at night when we sleep, when our body jolts in pain, way too many times. Where our body keep reminding our subconscious pain over and over again. We KNOW many times we wanted to dissappear. We KNOW we wanted to just END it. Near the balcony, on the open road, at the sea,that sharp knife slashing our wrists..., We just wanted to let go. Because its just too tiring. We were angry, infact we still are! We were dissapointed! We just wanted to vanish in thin air! But DEAR ME, We will be OK We will continue to grow gracefully We will continue to be kind to US We will continue to face the world and fight We will change the world We will get better We will fight together We will end this year with a blast We will hold our hands together and walk into 2022 We have US DEAR ME, WE WILL BE OK ❤️ We WILL
**She will be ok, She will and will walk out of 2021 with grace and walk in 2022 with high hopes and faith**