♡The last day of love♡
Before you say I lost you, remember i asked you go,
and tell the truth or say nothing, dont lie to everyone you know.
most nights while i am home sleeping,
your out cruizing the streets, or somewhere that you shouldnt be messing up someone elses sheets.
then you come back here annoyed probably with yourself,
so you start picking at me until i hate myself.
you find it funny to say everything ugly that you let slip from your face,
you tell me all about the other girl,you tell me how easy i was to replace.
well sinve its so easy to go out almost every night,
take all your things here with you and say to me your final goodnight.
dont treat me like an idiot or say that im all those horrible things,
make your nee girl wash your clothes and put up with the drama being with you brings.
let someone else listen to how not good enough they are,
and remember that you said your going to be happier so just stay right where you are.
when your lonely and tired and scattered beyond repair.
dont knock or call or message because now i no longer care.
You will see how much i put up with, and how little respect for me you had,
youll remember how much i did for you and how you treated me so bad.
you wont want to know im smili g and doing things ive always wanted to do,
you will feel replaced when you see me moving on like you.
well dont dare say one word or make me feel like im in the wrong,
whats wrong is the fact i waited around for you for so long.
ive spent to many years feeling left out, alone and depressed,
for you to keep on treating me like i was second best.
yeah right now i may feel saddened but hey eveyday almost i do,
and all because i made a mistake by falling in love with you.
see my heart it was given from me to you to protect,
not to break, and hurt and have you throw it away, its warmth you only want to reject.
you have made me realise something and that is that im stronger than ever knew,
if you would have told me id get through all of the hurt and hatred years ago id nevwr have believed you.
but look here i am, even if its only just
, i survived through the hell of it all and its time to readjust.
to find the me ive been hiding and to get back to being myself ,
its time i let go of whats weighing me down and stopped being made to walk on eggshells .
yea we may have had some good times ,not all about you is so bad ,
but the bad outweighs the good a million to 1 and it makes me sad.
what do i need to say to you so you stop only caring how things affect only you,
because you dont listen to what i want and this time im being honest i can no longer stay with you.
dont think after you read this that you can come back again some day,
because for ys this is it, i need to go my own seperate way.
you cant be angry and tell me that im being stupid for wanting to be treated better than i let you keep treating me.
you can no longer decide for me if im allowed to be happy ,because now im finally FREE..........