Ruffled feelings heap up in me that
creating a facade of inner peace,
becomes incapable of diminishing
the effect this feeling has imprinted on me.
What could be worse than
the memory of loosing a dear friend?
Is it that pain you feel when you realize
they are no more in your life?
Or the prick of pain that emanates from solitude when you feel their absence
and miss their royal presence?
Is it that moment of feeling stupid
when you realize that you lost them
to something that was never worth it?
That pain when you realize
they are gone for good,
when you realize that
you can never have them back.
Girl,I am still where you left me
Right here is where I am
Cos you left me no choice
than to stay here forever
waiting for the day you'll come back to me.
You left me no choice
but to stay here forever
I miss you so hard
my tears are not enough
to express the regret I feel
for making you feel I betrayed you
even though I never did
you never gave me the chance to explain
and now I wallow in self pity
Babe,you left me no choice
than to swim in the river of forlorn
waiting miserably for that day
you'll be mine again
Then I'll never let you
slip off my hands again.