Its deep rooted inside her,
seated in the dark corner of her room,
failing to hold back the tears,
trying to piece up the fragments,
but they are fragments that cannot be pieced together,
shes told everything will be ok but how long will they stay fragments,her life feels like stagnant waters with no hope of finding a drain until they are just sucked up by the earth,
they say try and forgive yourself,how does she begin to forgive herself ,where does she start from if the fragments won't fit?
She feels as though her heart has been ripped out of her chest cavity,her soul separated from her body.
Does it mean having a dark past will make her never see light.?
she's aware of her mistakes and her betrayal
she feels like she's relieving the same day ,despite the change of scenery
Her only wish was the existence of a time machine then she can change time,she chooses to turn back time and make better choices, so she can not be seated vulnerable in a room with consuming darkness, staring at the fragments with watery eyes, rather than going in the future and skip the phase.
As she drowns in her sorrow ,her inner demons whisper something she can never find the courage to tell a soul...and then she goes into Oblivion