It's little past midnight. Pale moon, lucid stars, wistful wind,me and my emotions frozen to the soul. Inactivity, coldness in and out. Clouds heavy with emotional mayhem veiling the moon, yet the moonlight penetrates through the light illuminating the duvet of stoicism, muffler of acceptance that are lying frosted in the dark.
// Memories shivering of cold//
I burn the wet woods of loneliness with blaze of philosophy. No fire,but wisp of smoke forever rising and choking me.Out of breathlessness, I look around. There is a seductive highway persistently persuading my forlorn eyes with enticing warm gaze. Highway is less travelled by, reluctant I am but the warmth is promising and I stroll down the memory lane.
// Emotions melting in bliss//
I see us sitting down, bathing in moonlight as I ramble in the alley of amnesia. Cuddling each other, drenching in love. Ruddy moon flirting with you, bright stars twinkling to woo you, playful zephyr embracing your sleek curls. Nature was desperate that night. Envious of me, moon swooned, stars slept and zephyr turned around, for they knew you were mine.
// Mercury rising, blood diluted with nostalgia//
Restless sun nudging the horizon to kiss you.Your eyes awakening dawn, giving rise to the thoughts of infinite. I see myself bathing in bliss besides you. You shy yourself in me, the touch so ecstatic, so fervent and whisper " together till eternity".
//Fire is horrendous, outrageous now//
Heart pumps fast, pupils dilate, tissues burn, melancholic blood draining out. Soul shrinking in pure starvation. All burnt but eyes and I lie dead with longing eyes dewed with saudade. Promises, togetherness till eternity crucified and hungered by wrath of reality feeds on decaying me.
My eyes smile as a black swan sits besides me. Pitying the plight, settling karmas, she closes my eyes.The touch so ecstatic, so fervent, so familiar. Casts her spell, heals the burnt, brings me back to life. Why?
To die again!!
// There is no Nirvana for memories//