#fakekindness

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  • shreyakheal 50w

    CRYING IN THE FEAR OF LOSING SOMEBODY
    EVEN IF YOU HAVE LOST YOURSELF ALREADY.

    Such a shame
    Don't worry
    I have done the same.

    Relentlessly trying
    To put others
    Before me.
    Thinking they might think about me
    During the best times and not only in the dark times.
    Maybe that's a lot to ask
    Maybe there's nothing to say.

    I am not fine
    And I may never be.
    Forgetting and re-doing
    The same mistake
    Has now become my go to game.

    Silly me
    I sometimes feel
    Why I didn't hold on to me
    When I needed me.
    I gave myself to others
    And now I don't expect
    The others to offer me.


    #impostersyndrome
    #selfloathing
    #fakingsmile
    #fakekindness

    Am I fake?
    The good things that I have, do I deserve them?
    Am I worthy?

    These questions I have been asking from myself and I may never stop asking.

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