A unique friendship and bond
The day we met you walked through that door with such confidence . A confidence I had never seen before. Actually you came through an online screen to me and not a door, but the way you popped into my life was exactly like that. I had no desire to be friends with you at first, but the moment you spoke... your words stole my heart. We were a forbidden kind of love. We couldn't possibly ever be together, but we quickly grew a strong friendship and bond between us that nobody could break.We gave each other nicknames. We enjoyed many afternoons and evenings just talking and laughing. We made promises to each other that we would be best friends forever and someday we would meet. We shared details of our personal heartaches with each other and also our dreams. My love for you grew deeper though I knew it was impossible to be. We could only be best friends which was still okay with me. Then suddenly one day the conversations started to decrease. I asked you what was wrong. You said you needed more me time. I gave you that even though I was confused. Then you said you needed time for work more and I said okay. Then you said you needed to study for exams. I didn't bother you. I just asked once in awhile to make sure you were healthy and alright.That was enough for me. You still send me small notes sometimes now telling me to eat and sleep early and I cherish those few words you send to me almost each day.You also then told me to remember we had a special bond that couldn't be broken. I hold those words from you tucked in my heart.I don't know what your excuse tomorrow will be, but I will give you your space. I will always be waiting here though my best friend. Take care my dear friend till we meet and have a conversation again..